MKMF 2008

Nov 15, 2008 22:29


http://www.dnbn.org/?id=db01&no=12678

DONT BE SAD DONG BANG (:
YOU STILL WON 5 AWARDS AND A DAESUNG (L)(L)
I WAS SRSLY INTO TEARS WHEN I SAW CHANG CRY.

I LOVED THE MIROTIC PERF. LOVED IT.
JAE WAS SO HOT AT THE REDCARPET.
LIKE. SO HOT. LIKE. SHIT HOT.
LIKE HE WAS ALL BLACK. I WANTED TO FAINT AND DIE.

1st Award: Auction Best Style
2nd Award: Mobile Popularity
3rd Award: Auction Netizen Popularity
4th Award: Overseas Viewers Award
5th Award: Album Of The Year

PROUD OF YOU GUYS NO MATTER WHAT (L)
DONG BANG DIDNT WIN THE BEST ARTIST OF THE YEAR BUT I KNOW THEY TRIED THEYRE BEST.
I SHOULDNT BE A SORE LOSER.
IM PROUD OF DONG BANG NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO.
CHANGMIN CRIED IN HAPPINESS, RELIEF, JOY, DISSAPOINTMENT,
I FELT YOUR PAIN.
I WAS SERIOUSLY CRYING LIKE SHIT WHEN I SAW YOU CRY.
MICKY WAS CRYING TOO AND JAESUHO'S EYES WERE WATERY
I LOVE HOW YOU GUYS ARE SO HUMBLE ALTHOUGH YOU KNOW YOU GUYS ARE BIG.
AWARDS DOESN'T JUDGE HOW MUCH CASSIES LOVE YOU.
YOU GUYS DESERVE WHATEVER YOU GUYS GOT.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
EVEN WHEN YOU GUYS BECOME OLD, OTHER ARTIST MAY WIN MORE AWARDS THEN YOU,
PLEASE KNOW THAT CASSIEOPEIA IS ALWAYS BEHIND YOU, FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES, AND YOURS.
I KNOW I EXPECTED YOU GUYS TO WIN ALL THE AWARDS.. BUT WITH YOU NOT EVEN EXPECTING THAT OF YOURSELVES, SIGH. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST.
WHAT GIVES ME THE RIGHT TO BE UNHAPPY WITH 5 AWARDS WHEN YOU GUYS ARE SO HAPPY.
I JUST THINK YOU GUYS DESERVE ALL YOU CAN GET AFTER HOW HARD YOU WORKED.
TAKING CARE OF YOUR DONGSAENGS.. I SHOULDNT HATE THEM RIGHT..
IM HAPPY WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY.
DONT FORGET TO TAKE A BREAK!
BE RIGHT BACK WITH A PIC SPAM.
I WAS LOOKING AT THE PICTURES AGAIN..
I CAN SEE IT.. AT THE MEMBER'S EYES.. THOSE TEARS WERE NOT OF HAPPINESS..
THEY WERE OF FATIGUE, CONFUSION..
THEY CAME FROM MUSIC CORE LIKE AN HOUR AGO..
JAPAN 6 HOURS BEFORE..
THEY WERE EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE..
AND IF I THINK ABOUT IT.. I DONT KNOW IF ITS DENIAL..
DONG BANG HAS ONLY BEEN IN KOREA FOR 2 MONTHS... WONT IT BE A BIT WIERD IF THEY ARE NAMED BEST ARTIST OF THE YEAR..
DONT GIVE UP DONG BANG..
I HEARD THEY WERE CRYING ON THE WAY TO THEIR CAR.. ALL OF THEM.
CHEER UP GUYS! I PARTLY THINK THE CRYING IS ALSO COS OF REGRET? LIKE THEY SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT KOREA? IT IS REALLY NOT YOUR FAULT..
NEITHER IT IS THE CASSIES'S..
CASSIES KEPT SHOUTING MIANHE... SARANGHEYO.. AFTER MKMF ENDED..
MADE ME THINK MAYBE THE REASON I CRIED WAS THAT I LET DBSK DOWN ):
ITS LIKE, AFTER ALL THEY DID FOR US, THIS WAS THE BEST WE COULD DO?
BUT AT THE SAME TIME, ONLY 20% COUNTED AS VIEWERS VOTES AND 10% AS ALBUM SALES..
AND CHANG CRYING.. I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM CRY IN MY LIFE.. UNTIL TODAY..
I REALLY DOUBT, I MEAN EVEN WITH THEIR FIRST DAESUNG, CHANG DIDN'T CRY IN PUBLIC..
THERE MUST BE A DEEPER MEANING TO WHY HE WAS CRYING..
I THINK HE'S REALLY STRESSED. SO HE JUST, BROKE DOWN.
THEY HAD REALLY HIGH EXPECTATIONS AND, HE FELT HE LET US DOWN?
I MEAN, CMON. I TOLD EVERYONE DB WAS GONNA WIN ALL THE AWARDS..
AND I HONESTLY BELIEVED IT.. IN MY WORLD, TO ME, DB IS UNBEATABLE..
I CAN JUST IMAGINE THE PRESS: BIG BANG TOOK OVER DONG BANG SHIN KI
OR HE WAS FRUSTRATED? IM QUITE SURE ITS NOT PURE HAPPINESS..
MICKY DIDN'T EVEN CRY AS MUCH AS CHANG..
I THINK THE REASON THEY PUT THAT AWARD AS THE LAST ONE WAS TO PREVENT ANYTHING FROM HAPPENING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE EVENT..
IN THE MKMF WEBSITE.. BEST ALBUM WAS PLACED THIRD..
I'LL SEE YOU IN GDA!!! LOVE.
PLEASE EVERYONE, VOTE FOR WRONG NUMBER IN MNET COUNTDOWN. PLEASE.

GOSH. I WENT TO THIS PAGE, YOU RAISE ME UP SUNG BY SOME GIRL WAS PLAYING..
I SAW DBSK CRYING IN MKMF..
REALLY CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT THEM..
WATCHED THE ALBUM DAESUNG AWARD AGAIN.. THE WAY YUNHO WAS JUST SCREAMING INTO THE MIKE.. I COULD FEEL THAT HE WANTED TO GIVE ALL OF HIMSELF TO EVERYONE..HE WANTED TO DO HIS BEST.. HE WAS SO CLOSE TO BREAKING DOWN...
DONT CRY MY LOVER.
AND I ADMIT, MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL SUBSCRIPTIONS IS FLOODED WITH DBSHINEE.. AND I SRSLY, I DONT FEEL PISSED ANYMORE. LIKE. I SAW JUNSU WAIST TO WAIST WITH JH ALL THE WAY.. AND LIKE TO ME, ITS JUST A HYUNG TREATING HIS DONGSAENG WELL...
I WATCHED EVERYSINGLE ONE OF THEM..
WHEN WG WON BEST SONG.. LIKE THE MINUTE, NO THE SECOND WG NAME WAS SAID, JUST LOOK AT THE FANS REACTION. THEY WERE REALLY, DISAPOINTED.
THE WAY YUNHO SHOUTED CASSIOPEIA..
I WANTED TO JUST GIVE HIM A HUG..
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH CASSIOPEIA LOVES YOU GUYS..
AUCTION NETIZEN POPULARITY AWARD, I REALLY CANT SAY I HATE BB. DAESUNG WAS SMILING AND GIGGLING LIKE SHIT WHEN DB WON.. JAE WAS JUST CUTE MAN. SRSLY.
HIS EYE BAGS MADE ME SAD. AND HE WAS LIKE, YEAH YEAH. LIKE SO BLUR ): HE NEEDS SLEEP.
AFTER MNET, http://kr.youtube.com/watch?v=XdCQ47pRTh8&fmt=18 I SWEAR MAN, BIGGEST BEAR HUG BY THE FAMOUS YUNJAE.

THEY HAD AN INTERVIEW AFTER MKMF.
CHANG SAID THAT THE REASON HE CRIED WAS DUE TO RELIEF. .HE WAS WORRIED WHETHER OR NOT THE FANS WOULD BE SUPPORTIVE OF THEM SINCE THEY HAD BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG. AND THEIR NEW ALBUM IS REALLY DIFFERNT AND I PERSONALLY THINK THE ALBUM MEANS A LOT TO THEM. GAH.. IF THE MKMF RESULTS DONT BUG THEM, WHY SHOULD IT BUG ME. PLUS, THERES THE GDA WHICH IS MORE FAIR.
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DONG BANG SHIN KI FOR LIFE.

CASSIOPEIA FOR LIFE.

DID I MENTION IM PROUD TO BE A FAN?













































Jaee ):
take a break.. please.







They were in this show together.. Junsu was really cute in it.. You could really see his true self.




Yunho consoling Jae~



































































DONE. 117 PICTURES. CANT WAIT TO DO THIS AGAIN.

I AM.

GDA, OR BDAY??!?!?!

I SHALL BE A KIND SOUL.
FT,SJH WASNT THERE ):
SNSD EITHER ):
TALKING TO BEVERLY FOR 6 HOURS STRAIGHT WHERE ONLY IN THE 2ND HALF OF THE TIME WE THOUGHT ABOUT EARPHONES WAS FUN.
SHE WAS A GOOD SPORT CONSIDERING SNSD WASNT THERE. ONLY LIKE, CLIPS OF KISSING YOU.
[DBSK]
SHE EVEN HEARD ME CRY.
SIGH. I MUST'VE SOUNDED GROSS.
MY FAMILY WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT ME, I WAS LIKE. SOBBING TO A COMPUTER..
WHEN WG AND BB WON, I JUST GOT RLI PISSED BUT DIDNT CRY, BUT WHEN I SAW CHANG...
SHIT MAN. NOT EVEN THE GOOD KIND OF SHIT ):
THEN I STARTED SHIVERING NONSTOP UNTIL SUDDENLY, RUSH OF ADRENALINE, AND I GOT RLI HIGH.
I MISS MKMF.
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IT IS NOW 5.48 AM EVERYONE.
I WAS GOING TO PUT GDA INTO MY CALENDAR. THEN I REALISED.
SHIT MAN. ITS THE EXACT SAME DATE AS MY MOM'S BIRTHDAY..
HOWHOWHOWHOW
GDA IS LIKE THE ELITE VERSION OF MKMF.
ITS LIKE. THE EMMYS.
I HAVE TO WATCH GDA BUT
UGHHH OMG.. I DONT THINK MY MOM WILL EVER FORGIVE ME FOR DITCHING HER, ON HER BIRTHDAY, FOR THE COM.
BUT.. I HAVE TO WATCH GDA. I HAVE TO!!!!!!
I AM NOW, SRSLY LEANING TOWARDS DITCHING MY MOM ):
IT IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME!!!
UGH ):
TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
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