hmm well hello there...
Well i havent updated in a very long time.
I suppose there really isn't that much for me to talk about.
College is still great, i really enjoy my courses and love the people i am around.
Just had my exams and i think they went pretty well *fingers crossed*.
things at home are as crap as ever but i guess somethings never change. anyways wont bore u with the details its just the usualy family shit, to be honest i just feel miserable when i am at home, unless im asleep which isnt very often at the moment, im not sleeping well again so thinking of going back on the tablets but not sure yet it mite sort itself out.
Im with James now and we have been together for just over 4 months. Things are going really well with us two, he treats me like a princess and just always looks after me, he makes me feel happier than i ever have without the stress that normally comes with the relationships i have, james gives me the right balance between being smothered and being there for me when i need him. He always thinks about me and how to make me happy and i never feel like there is anything to hide with James i know i can trust him and i can be myself around him without feeling like an idiot, sometimes i think he is just too good to be true, i have never been so spoilt and so loved. i love him <3
anyways i cannot wait untill July 1st, Me,James,Lee,Mark,Towley,Andrew,Steph and Chris are going on holiday to Newquay for a week and its gonna be brilliant, sun, sea, sand and alcohol what more could i need. It will just be nice to have a break, i have really worked hard this year at acheiving the grades i want and quite frankly my brain is tired so will just be nice to have a relaxing week without any housework, rules, adults or college work i really cant wait!
i am very happy with my friends at the moment, Lee is my rock i dunno what i wud do without him i am so glad he is happy with Graeme. We had a Karaoke battle the other day on his birthday, we were on teams The Gays against The Straights it was brilliant. HAHA we won!
I am rele enjoying being part of an honest group of friends, we are all on the same wavelength and there is barely an arguement among us, its just so peaceful and i dunno just i can be me and feel like i fit in with these guys, every single one of them has made me feel as if i have known them a thousand years and i have so much fun with them all we just have random parties/gatherings and its just always brilliant, wherever it is, like Emmas birthday party and Lee was pissed for the first time he was just totally sloshed! and Lees birthday and then all the random times at empty houses like Marks or Jess' or Andrews, tis just great.
i am still friends with everyone. Anna and Tree still are and always will be my best friends ever, no matter what and even though we dont see each other as much as we used to we all know that we love each other and Annas 18th the other day was the best party i have been to in a long time it was just brilliant, she had a GIANT bouncy castle twas hilarious and there were so many great people there. I cant wait untill saturday night because me and tree are staying at Annas to have a catch up girly nite so that should be fun.
I havent seen my ginger dolan in a while but im gonna give him a ring or pop round to see him soon i expect he has lost his voice and got sunburn from download lol. But i still see hobo and ben and lucy and sam and jack and everyone quite a lot. Tree and lee and hobo have just been round and its just nice to see them and have a talk and just mess about.
I know i havent seen Tim in a very long time, and it might sound a cliche but i have been so busy lately, mostly with college, it keeps me occupied and im just so tired all the time, but like u say tim we will have to catch up soon and im glad ur happy.
erm... wot else ooh im going to see Stereophonics in November and hopefully Joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat at some point with LEE in it!! i wanted him to win!
Anyways yeh i hope everyone is ok.
Love to all.
x
I suppose there really isn't that much for me to talk about.
College is still great, i really enjoy my courses and love the people i am around.
Just had my exams and i think they went pretty well *fingers crossed*.
things at home are as crap as ever but i guess somethings never change. anyways wont bore u with the details its just the usualy family shit, to be honest i just feel miserable when i am at home, unless im asleep which isnt very often at the moment, im not sleeping well again so thinking of going back on the tablets but not sure yet it mite sort itself out.
Im with James now and we have been together for just over 4 months. Things are going really well with us two, he treats me like a princess and just always looks after me, he makes me feel happier than i ever have without the stress that normally comes with the relationships i have, james gives me the right balance between being smothered and being there for me when i need him. He always thinks about me and how to make me happy and i never feel like there is anything to hide with James i know i can trust him and i can be myself around him without feeling like an idiot, sometimes i think he is just too good to be true, i have never been so spoilt and so loved. i love him <3
anyways i cannot wait untill July 1st, Me,James,Lee,Mark,Towley,Andrew,Steph and Chris are going on holiday to Newquay for a week and its gonna be brilliant, sun, sea, sand and alcohol what more could i need. It will just be nice to have a break, i have really worked hard this year at acheiving the grades i want and quite frankly my brain is tired so will just be nice to have a relaxing week without any housework, rules, adults or college work i really cant wait!
i am very happy with my friends at the moment, Lee is my rock i dunno what i wud do without him i am so glad he is happy with Graeme. We had a Karaoke battle the other day on his birthday, we were on teams The Gays against The Straights it was brilliant. HAHA we won!
I am rele enjoying being part of an honest group of friends, we are all on the same wavelength and there is barely an arguement among us, its just so peaceful and i dunno just i can be me and feel like i fit in with these guys, every single one of them has made me feel as if i have known them a thousand years and i have so much fun with them all we just have random parties/gatherings and its just always brilliant, wherever it is, like Emmas birthday party and Lee was pissed for the first time he was just totally sloshed! and Lees birthday and then all the random times at empty houses like Marks or Jess' or Andrews, tis just great.
i am still friends with everyone. Anna and Tree still are and always will be my best friends ever, no matter what and even though we dont see each other as much as we used to we all know that we love each other and Annas 18th the other day was the best party i have been to in a long time it was just brilliant, she had a GIANT bouncy castle twas hilarious and there were so many great people there. I cant wait untill saturday night because me and tree are staying at Annas to have a catch up girly nite so that should be fun.
I havent seen my ginger dolan in a while but im gonna give him a ring or pop round to see him soon i expect he has lost his voice and got sunburn from download lol. But i still see hobo and ben and lucy and sam and jack and everyone quite a lot. Tree and lee and hobo have just been round and its just nice to see them and have a talk and just mess about.
I know i havent seen Tim in a very long time, and it might sound a cliche but i have been so busy lately, mostly with college, it keeps me occupied and im just so tired all the time, but like u say tim we will have to catch up soon and im glad ur happy.
erm... wot else ooh im going to see Stereophonics in November and hopefully Joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat at some point with LEE in it!! i wanted him to win!
Anyways yeh i hope everyone is ok.
Love to all.
x