First post?
It should be funny I'm only posting for the first time like, now, maybe (how many?) 3 years after I registered at LJ. I was tempted to post here oh-so-many times. Yet I never did.
The reason I'm finally giving in to temptation?
Gods. My Gods. Everyone's Gods.
They're not just any divine creatures. You get those a lot. But you rarely get people like the one's I'm talking about. They're from the East and they've risen a long, long time ago, and risen to stay. Recently they've been having troubles, but it's ok, really, because whoever cares will always keep the faith. So here is what those 5 people mean to me- someone who's been supporting them for only less then an year.
Jaejoong.
He shows you a whole new world.
Dancing tiptoed on top of the night, watching the lights of the town run back and
forth easily, as if they were never there in the first place, but nevertheless left
their footprints next to his.
"I'll talk to you tonight" and he doesn't call for the next few days. Yet when he does,
it seems like the world starts spinning again.
[Insa]
Yoochun.
It's like cigarette smoke and cheap alcohol that you need so much, but you can't find
right now, because it's late and all the stores in the neighborhood are closed. It's
like your favourite song, covered on piano, but you can't even play properly. It's like
the melody that fits your voice perfectly, but you can't even sing. It's like you know
he's not good at anything he does, yet you can't take your eyes off him, can't stop
listening to him, can't stop loving him.
[Love bye love]
Junsu
A child, dressed in white. Angels and sugar-flavored clouds. Bright stars on a clear
sky. Divinity. Piece. Eternity. Calmness. You're no longer worried about your future,
you no longer cry for your past. You walk by the river that is colored pink by the
sunset and you see the wind ruffle his hair. You know where you belong. You belong to
the world.
[Beautiful thing]
Yunho.
At first he seems strange. Then you learn he's the fighting, bully-type. But you
change your mind, because he's far too mellow and wise to be like that. Then you can't
stop laughing and can't help being a bit embarrassed. He's such a nerd. You realise
you've been watching him change according to someone else's will.
His teeth are new! you realise suddenly and wonder how could you not notice, even
though you had known all along.
Well, he's the boss - you think one day. On the other you know everyone claims he's the
king of the dancers, yet you only believe Junsu has everything they claim is his.
Except for the band, maybe. And the confidence. "And Jaejoong", but you push that
thought away. You fall in love with his car.
It's too impersonal.
[Wrong number]
Changmin.
Too young to be here. Too old to be his age. Too perfect to be forgotten, too unknown
to be remembered. Voice too colorful for someone who hasn't experienced his voice
change yet. Eyes too dark to not be sad. Smiles too kind to not be cute. Memories of
someone else. Wondering where did he loose his innocence. Somewhere along the way
and he's just another controversy, another regret, you know. Just mere confusion,
you don't want to say 'mistake' , because everything in life changes and mends itself.
He's searching for his own world. For his own path.
[Rising sun]
They all are.
You can't follow.
[DBSK]
That's how it feels. That's how they all feel. That's why it hurts.
The reason I'm finally giving in to temptation?
Gods. My Gods. Everyone's Gods.
They're not just any divine creatures. You get those a lot. But you rarely get people like the one's I'm talking about. They're from the East and they've risen a long, long time ago, and risen to stay. Recently they've been having troubles, but it's ok, really, because whoever cares will always keep the faith. So here is what those 5 people mean to me- someone who's been supporting them for only less then an year.
Jaejoong.
He shows you a whole new world.
Dancing tiptoed on top of the night, watching the lights of the town run back and
forth easily, as if they were never there in the first place, but nevertheless left
their footprints next to his.
"I'll talk to you tonight" and he doesn't call for the next few days. Yet when he does,
it seems like the world starts spinning again.
[Insa]
Yoochun.
It's like cigarette smoke and cheap alcohol that you need so much, but you can't find
right now, because it's late and all the stores in the neighborhood are closed. It's
like your favourite song, covered on piano, but you can't even play properly. It's like
the melody that fits your voice perfectly, but you can't even sing. It's like you know
he's not good at anything he does, yet you can't take your eyes off him, can't stop
listening to him, can't stop loving him.
[Love bye love]
Junsu
A child, dressed in white. Angels and sugar-flavored clouds. Bright stars on a clear
sky. Divinity. Piece. Eternity. Calmness. You're no longer worried about your future,
you no longer cry for your past. You walk by the river that is colored pink by the
sunset and you see the wind ruffle his hair. You know where you belong. You belong to
the world.
[Beautiful thing]
Yunho.
At first he seems strange. Then you learn he's the fighting, bully-type. But you
change your mind, because he's far too mellow and wise to be like that. Then you can't
stop laughing and can't help being a bit embarrassed. He's such a nerd. You realise
you've been watching him change according to someone else's will.
His teeth are new! you realise suddenly and wonder how could you not notice, even
though you had known all along.
Well, he's the boss - you think one day. On the other you know everyone claims he's the
king of the dancers, yet you only believe Junsu has everything they claim is his.
Except for the band, maybe. And the confidence. "And Jaejoong", but you push that
thought away. You fall in love with his car.
It's too impersonal.
[Wrong number]
Changmin.
Too young to be here. Too old to be his age. Too perfect to be forgotten, too unknown
to be remembered. Voice too colorful for someone who hasn't experienced his voice
change yet. Eyes too dark to not be sad. Smiles too kind to not be cute. Memories of
someone else. Wondering where did he loose his innocence. Somewhere along the way
and he's just another controversy, another regret, you know. Just mere confusion,
you don't want to say 'mistake' , because everything in life changes and mends itself.
He's searching for his own world. For his own path.
[Rising sun]
They all are.
You can't follow.
[DBSK]
That's how it feels. That's how they all feel. That's why it hurts.