*bangs cupboards as she goes back and forth between the same ones*
I could have sworn I put the big bottle of St. John's Wort in the kitchen with the other supplements. I can't find it and I really think I could use it.
Damn, really dont want to actually buy more but my coping skills seem to have gone out the window.
ARGH!!! I hate being depressed for long stretches, especially when part of my brain tells me there is no reason for it Okay, yes, I have reasons to be not completely happy, as a few of you have pointed out, but I shouldnt be full time depressed. And its not so much that I'm depressed thats bothering me, its that I don't have to think about the things that are frustrating me right now to feel sad. If my brain was dwelling on sad thoughts I could understand being sad, but this wanting to cry, while in the middle of something that is otherwise occupying my brain, has got to stop.