i can't change for you....
Before I tell you about how my life is going right now, I have a very BIG announcement to make!!! My sister-in-law Jamie had her baby yesterday!!! I am an AUNTIE!! :D :D :D :D I am so excited!!! His name is Cody Patrick, and he is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Yay!!
As for me, well lately I haven't been doing too well. There are several different things that have caused this. Most of it is stress. I have been in a group for the past four weeks with a girl in my class that is so horrible and I can't work with her. The other people in my group are ok. Well more than ok. ;) I am just so tired and stressed out and I've been working so hard down here. Another big part of my hard times have to do with my housemates. I get along really well with Marci, she is my best friend here. But my roommate Kim and I have been drifting apart. She doesn't put effort into being my friend. And she has been spending a lot of time lately with her boyfriend. But on Monday, she told me that she was going to move into Marci's room. The way she spoke was as if it was a decision that both of them made, when I later found out that Marci just agreed to it, not really caring either way. It really hurt my feelings because I have done nothing wrong to Kim, she even agrees with that. She just doesn't get along with me as well as Marci or something like that. So what bothers me is, I don't have any way to change whatever it was that I did, if I did anything. But honestly, Marci and I have talked and she told me that Kim is just like that, and I shouldn't really pay attention to it. So I decided to take her advice. And why should I change myself for her. She doesn't care about me anyways. And I am who I am. And hey, I get my own room right? The only relationship that I worry about is the one between Marci and myself, and Marci assured me that nothing is going to change between us. So I will let Kim worry about herself. But this whole thing just made me miss my friends so much. I wish I could be with all of you. I keep reminding myself that I am here for the degree. :) So anyways, I thought I would let you all in on what's going on with me. I am fine, and I am doing better every day. I hope that all of you are doing great!
As for me, well lately I haven't been doing too well. There are several different things that have caused this. Most of it is stress. I have been in a group for the past four weeks with a girl in my class that is so horrible and I can't work with her. The other people in my group are ok. Well more than ok. ;) I am just so tired and stressed out and I've been working so hard down here. Another big part of my hard times have to do with my housemates. I get along really well with Marci, she is my best friend here. But my roommate Kim and I have been drifting apart. She doesn't put effort into being my friend. And she has been spending a lot of time lately with her boyfriend. But on Monday, she told me that she was going to move into Marci's room. The way she spoke was as if it was a decision that both of them made, when I later found out that Marci just agreed to it, not really caring either way. It really hurt my feelings because I have done nothing wrong to Kim, she even agrees with that. She just doesn't get along with me as well as Marci or something like that. So what bothers me is, I don't have any way to change whatever it was that I did, if I did anything. But honestly, Marci and I have talked and she told me that Kim is just like that, and I shouldn't really pay attention to it. So I decided to take her advice. And why should I change myself for her. She doesn't care about me anyways. And I am who I am. And hey, I get my own room right? The only relationship that I worry about is the one between Marci and myself, and Marci assured me that nothing is going to change between us. So I will let Kim worry about herself. But this whole thing just made me miss my friends so much. I wish I could be with all of you. I keep reminding myself that I am here for the degree. :) So anyways, I thought I would let you all in on what's going on with me. I am fine, and I am doing better every day. I hope that all of you are doing great!