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Hey guys,
I owe a bunch of you some emails and I haven't been around for the last few days, reading any of your posts or answering comments. I'm sorry about that. I'm in the process of going through some further medical examination, and I've received some rather distressing news, and sort of needed the time to deal with it. I know nothing for certain yet, and will not know for the next couple of weeks at least, maybe not even then, but the already outlined possibilities are not so sunny. Although I'm not dying or anything, don't panic yet. It's just, well, not so good really.
I guess I'm just feeling a bit upset and slightly scared and frustrated, my concentration is all over the place, and I just don't feel much like talking to anyone about anything. I'm sorry. For all I know, it might be another mood swing, I'm having a lot of these lately for reasons that, as I'm only now beginning to understand, don't have anything to do with my conscious control over them. So I might be fine and cheery tomorrow and feeling silly about this post. But for now I just felt like I had to say something so that you wouldn't think that I'm ignoring you. I love you all, please bear with me while I'm being a bit slow, okay?
♥
I owe a bunch of you some emails and I haven't been around for the last few days, reading any of your posts or answering comments. I'm sorry about that. I'm in the process of going through some further medical examination, and I've received some rather distressing news, and sort of needed the time to deal with it. I know nothing for certain yet, and will not know for the next couple of weeks at least, maybe not even then, but the already outlined possibilities are not so sunny. Although I'm not dying or anything, don't panic yet. It's just, well, not so good really.
I guess I'm just feeling a bit upset and slightly scared and frustrated, my concentration is all over the place, and I just don't feel much like talking to anyone about anything. I'm sorry. For all I know, it might be another mood swing, I'm having a lot of these lately for reasons that, as I'm only now beginning to understand, don't have anything to do with my conscious control over them. So I might be fine and cheery tomorrow and feeling silly about this post. But for now I just felt like I had to say something so that you wouldn't think that I'm ignoring you. I love you all, please bear with me while I'm being a bit slow, okay?
♥