Master List of Fics
Star Trek Reboot
Fics I Recommend:
Don't Stop Believing
WIP, COMPLETE! NC-17, includes Pike/Spock and Spock/Uhura, ends with Kirk/Spock. The story follows Spock from his own days as a cadet at Starfleet Academy to the ‘present day’ when he’s Kirk’s first officer and the Enterprise is on its five-year mission. Essentially, the story of Spock’s first real love followed by the story of him finding the love of his life. Ad astra per aspera.
Chasing the Sunrise
Spock, mostly gen. A prequel to Don't Stop Believing. PG-13. A slice of life piece of teen!Spock's experiences on Vulcan.
(And I Wait) Without You
Kirk/Spock. NC-17. An obligatory amnesia story, but with a twist. Jim believes he has lost Spock, after seeing him die. Later he discovers that Spock is alive, but suffers from a memory loss. Jim wants Spock to remember everything, but he doesn't know what he's asking for.
Disloyalty of the Heart
Pike/Spock. R. Chris Pike has never been in love. He doesn't have much to go by.
Young Wine, Old Feeling
Kirk/Spock. NC-17. KSAdvent tale. Marshmallow fluff, to quote one reviewer, but one I can live with.
Shock Therapy
Kirk/Spock. PG-13. Fluff. Short.
Hearts of Three
Spock/McCoy, one sided Kirk/Spock. NC-17. It doesn't always end well when two friends fall for the same man. Even if he loves them both in return. A strange tale, admittedly, but I kinda like it.
Spit On A Stone
Spock/McCoy. NC-17. Leonard McCoy tries to wear away a stone. Spones. First-time.
Any Way You Want It
Kirk/Spock. PG-13. KSAdvent tale. Hopefully humorous, mildly romantic first time.
Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)
Kirk/Spock. PG-13. A mildly angsty, mostly fluffy first-time written as a birthday gift. Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and gets caught up in his study, not realizing what a slippery slope that is until he's already fallen.
This Is How You Remind Me
Kirk/Spock. PG-13. Jim invites Spock to his high school reunion for moral support. A very fluffy first-time.
Papers in the Roadside
Kirk/Spock, NC-17. Non-Starfleet AU. Jim owns a small bar in Chicago, keeps on picking up strays and taking care of everyone no matter how hard it makes his own life. Spock is a journalist writing feature articles for the Chicago Tribune; he depicts the world with uncanny skill, but hides more than one personal drama and is possibly under surveillance from the Vulcan royal family. They meet by accident just before their lives start to spin out of control. Written for ST Big Bang 2011.
Phosphenes
Kirk/Spock, light R. Written for ksadvent. A short, slightly angsty first-time, accompanied by some truly gorgeous art.
I Don't Really Know:
How Far Is Near
Kirk/Spock, PG. Fluff. Short. Kirk reads Vulcan poetry, Spock is not unaffected. Confessions ensue.
No Bounced Light
Mirror!Kirk/Spock. NC-17 like all hell. Non-con. Pretty much PWP. Bloodplay. Open end.
The Shades of Black and Scarlet
Mirror!Pike/Spock. R. A rather grim tale about nu!Spock's surviving techniques in the Mirrorverse.
So Terribly Wrong
Kirk/Spock established; Kirk/Pike, Kirk/others. NC-17. A seriously dysfunctional relationship between two people who love each other deeply. Infidelity warning.
About Our Lives
Kirk/Spock. A sequel to So Terribly Wrong. NC-17. Downright weird. Miscsquick.
Mistake Worth Making
Kirk/McCoy. NC-17. An angsty first time with no real end or beginning.
Paws and Whiskers
Spock/McCoy. PG-13. Written for the prompt: Spock has a cat and said cat always sneaks out to MedBay and ends up on the lap of certain CMO, from which Spock has to retrieve it. So a cat matchmaker.
Walk of Shame/Guilty Pleasures:
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Personal Diplomacy
{C}Kirk/Spock. NC-17. Kirk makes a mistake and Spock pays for it. Lots of really hurt!Spock. Kink_meme response, for which the author is very sorry. The response, that is.
Sunspots
Kirk/Spock. PG. Stranded on a planet, Kirk discovers Spock has freckles. Spock isn't happy. Fluff ensues. I really am shameless. Another kink_meme response.
Anniversary
Pike/Spock/Kirk. NC-17 like woah. It's one year after Vulcan's destruction. Spock feels down. Kirk and Pike help him cope. SMUT. Another kink_meme response. I am... unable to explain this one.
What Friends Are For
Kirk/Spock. NC-17. The Enterprise is due for its first ever inspection. Everyone is nervous until Kirk discovers that the inspector is an old pal of his. But the man appears to have his own agenda where Kirk's first officer is concerned. Another kink_meme response. Horrible characterization. I am so sorry.
A Healing Touch
Kirk/Spock. NC-17. Anon prompt response on my prompt meme. Basically, lots of Spock-worship and fluff. It's quite disgusting.
Short fics/Comment fics/Ficmas cards:
The master list for comment fics and ficmas cards could be found here.
Star Trek TOS
For Star Trek TOS fics click here. If you can see this post, please abide by the request made there. If you can't, but the curiosity is killing you, PM me. Bear in mind, though, if you do, that my TOS stuff is mostly gen (ish) and probably won't be as interesting.
Merlin (BBC)
Not Set In Stone
Arthur/Merlin, R. (Also Arthur/Gwen, Merlin/Gwaine, Gwaine/Elena, Gwen/Lancelot implied). A future fic about Merlin finding ways to cope with the changes in his life, Arthur's marriage, magic reveal, and friends leaving. Surprisingly, a first time. Not quite as depressing as it sounds, but pretty angsty.
Their Own Private Pace
Arthur/Merlin, R. Rather shameless flangst. There's a storm outside, and Merlin wakes up in a bed that is not his own.
Noble Intentions
Arthur/Merlin, PG-13. Fluffiest fluffy McFluff of a first time. No really. I'm quite shameless.
Pockets Full of Stones (Lay Me Down)
Arthur/Merlin (non-sexual), multiple other pairings, R. An angsty take on Arthur and Merlin's relationship in a modern setting, built on the premise that Arthur is 200% straight.
Let Us Dare
Arthur/Merlin, NC-17. Written for merlin_muses, ~30K. Uther dies instead of Ygraine when Arthur is born. Balinor helps Ygraine secure her position as regent, magic isn't banned, and Arthur and Merlin grow up side by side. Camelot is different, but not cloudless, destiny is still a troublesome thing, and Arthur is still charmingly oblivious to things that matter most in life.
Same River Twice
Arthur/Merlin, PG-13. Written for merlin_holidays, ~ 22K. Modern royal AU. When Arthur, the Prince of Wales, was seventeen, he made a mistake that is still haunting him. Eight years later, can he finally make it right?
Five Kisses
Arthur/Merlin, PG-13/light R. The first time Merlin kisses him, completely out of the blue, Arthur is not at all concerned. He just doesn't know what he's in for. (Or the one that's so fluffy it's not even funny.)
Time Forward
Arthur/Merlin, R. While still at uni, Arthur Pendragon meets two people who become his best friends. He falls in love with one of them... but marries the other. This isn't his story to tell; it's Merlin's. And Merlin will always remember that he met Arthur first.
A Change of Pace
Arthur/Merlin, NC-17. The one in which Arthur works in finances and his suits are various (two) shades of grey, Merlin works in advertisement and has no boundaries whatsoever, Morgana drinks rum, Mithian stages a coup, Agravaine is aggravating, and Elena's house is amazing. Also, Andy Warhol is mentioned in vain, and Arthur and Merlin fall in love in Victorian era style.
Dew Point
Arthur/Merlin, NC-17. Modern magical AU written for hs_merlin.
This Dance of Days
Arthur/Merlin, R. Written for merlin_holidays (2012 run). In which people get married, Arthur is confused a lot, Uther gives
relationship advice, and Merlin isn’t scared, except when he is, but only a little bit. Also Merlin steals things, and Gwaine is up to no good.
X-Men: First Class
Accidentally Welcome to the Rest of Your Lives
Charles/Erik, NC-17. No powers AU, college setting. A fluffy oneshot-ish piece.
Curve Fitting
Charles/Erik, R. Non-powered AU where Sharon Xavier never remarries, and Charles adopts not only Raven but Erik too.
By Faint Indirections
Charles/Erik, NC-17, WIP. Written for the prompt: Erik is in his ~50s, and lonely and bitter. He survived the Holocaust and was only ~14 when the war ended; and even ~40 years later, living in a country that helped to end WW2 and the Third Reich, homosexuality is still a taboo topic. Then one day, he stumbles over Charles, who is young(early 20s) and bright and smart and cheeky and full of energy and beautiful. And moving in the same street where Erik lives.
Переводы на русский
Некоторые из моих рассказов доступны на русском языке. В этом заслуга нескольких энтузиастов-переводчиков из русского коммьюнити, которые взяли на себя этот неблагодарный труд из любви к искусству, за что им большое спасибо и всяческий респект. Я пишу по-английски, потому что... потому что так сложилось. Коробили русские варианты sci fi лексики, да и в то время, когда я увлеклась Стар Треком, в России фанатов было раз, два и обчелся. Старая я, ха. А хотелось не писать "в пустоту", хотелось общения, откликов. Уровень английского в то время позволял читать все что угодно, а что до писать, то еле-еле хватало (но все-таки хватало) чтобы пусть захлебываться и кашлять, но все-таки выплывать, а не тонуть. Ужасны были те первые тексты, но люди добрые помогли и до сих пор помогают. Дорогу осилит идущий, но штука в том, что язык -- он живой, и дорога эта никогда не заканчивается.
Но это все лирика. Правда жизни в том, что на перевод собственных текстов меня никогда не хватит, поэтому переводчикам-доброхотам большое спасибо. Я собираю все ссылки на русские тексты, как наместник Чингисхана дань, но ввиду своей природной безалаберности забываю выкладывать, за что прошу прощения. Ниже приведены те, что мне удалось добыть из глубин моего почтового ящика. Если я вас не посчитала здесь, пожалуйста, напомните о себе -- старая-то я старая, но память как была та самая, так и осталась. Если я что-то указала неправильно, тоже не молчите. ;)
Фосфены (Phosphenes) переводчик: Nosema
Без названия (Now, You Are) переводчик: AyaKudo
Так ужасно неправильно (So Terribly Wrong) переводчик: little doctor
What Friends Are For переводчик: ефиг
Хождение по магазинам (Grocery Shopping) переводчик: ефиг
Усы, лапы и хвост (Paws and Whiskers) переводчик: Korsi
Шоковая терапия (Shock Therapy) переводчик: aelite
My bookmarks/recs
I rec things from time to time on this journal, you can find them by clicking the fic(rec)love tag.
I also have this Delicious page. Things you can find there include:
Star Trek (mostly Reboot, some TOS, mostly Kirk/Spock)
Star Trek Reboot RPF (Pinto)
Merlin (almost exclusively Arthur/Merlin)
Merlin RPF (Bradley/Colin)
Supernatural (Dean/Castiel)
I think I might have some SPN RPF, but I'm not sure.
Hawaii 5-O (Steve/Danny, very few fics)
XMFC (Charles/Erik)
Suits (Harvey/Mike)
Bookmarks are usually tagged conclusively, with the exception of the really old ones. I mean to revisit those, but so far so good. The 'toread' tag means that I haven't read the story and when I do, there's a chance I won't keep it. I offer these not as recs so much as a personal collection of favorites or things I saved for some other reason. You're welcome to them, if you think our tastes are similar enough. But there's no guarantee. ;)