...I guess I'm hopelessly stuck in a rut
The REAL reason a woman loves a man is for the compassion he shows in everything. - Me
Quote time? I think not.
I witnessed Brian's first play tonight. As I sat in my room after I returned home, I did the most peculiar thing. I cried, and for what? There's nothing I could possibly be sad about right now. Sure, I miss last year's play, and the Toronto trip. I miss the people who I became closer to last year, and over the summer. I miss all of that. That alone is enough to cry, yes. But that wasn't the reason why I did.
The REAL reason, was that I knew something, for sure, for real. Something in me realized this. The reason I was crying, was because I fell in love with Brian all over again. I suppose these are tears of joy, of happiness...but really, I cried because I loved him so much. Understand that nothing is at all wrong with our relationship; on the contrary, things never seemed so perfect. What I love most about my relationship with Brian, is that he cares. He shows he cares everyday, by doing the little things that make me want to cry even more in joy. He was amazing onstage, and tomorrow I plan on telling him I cried because I loved him. When I tell him I cried, I know that he will ask me if I'm all right, and be worried.
And just by him being worried, I know that he loves me.
Quote time? I think not.
I witnessed Brian's first play tonight. As I sat in my room after I returned home, I did the most peculiar thing. I cried, and for what? There's nothing I could possibly be sad about right now. Sure, I miss last year's play, and the Toronto trip. I miss the people who I became closer to last year, and over the summer. I miss all of that. That alone is enough to cry, yes. But that wasn't the reason why I did.
The REAL reason, was that I knew something, for sure, for real. Something in me realized this. The reason I was crying, was because I fell in love with Brian all over again. I suppose these are tears of joy, of happiness...but really, I cried because I loved him so much. Understand that nothing is at all wrong with our relationship; on the contrary, things never seemed so perfect. What I love most about my relationship with Brian, is that he cares. He shows he cares everyday, by doing the little things that make me want to cry even more in joy. He was amazing onstage, and tomorrow I plan on telling him I cried because I loved him. When I tell him I cried, I know that he will ask me if I'm all right, and be worried.
And just by him being worried, I know that he loves me.