25 butterflies.
After spending the entire day feeling miserable and sad I finally let go and gave in,
every time my phone goes off I get "25 butterflies" all at once
that warm fluttery feeling, then you told me to watch the sun set and I decided that
the sun sets too quickly to be sad all the time
Breathing is still hard but not as hard as it was yesterday
let's just hope it stays like this.
I've decided that I really miss my brother, but when I typed this, I typed in dad instead of brother, maybe I miss my dad too.
I don't want to give in to this, I shouldn't have too
maybe it's not a matter of giving in, it's just a matter of acting out first.
time to plan, plan for hope, have faith and let go.
I just kinda realised that I never want people to read this shit.
every time my phone goes off I get "25 butterflies" all at once
that warm fluttery feeling, then you told me to watch the sun set and I decided that
the sun sets too quickly to be sad all the time
Breathing is still hard but not as hard as it was yesterday
let's just hope it stays like this.
I've decided that I really miss my brother, but when I typed this, I typed in dad instead of brother, maybe I miss my dad too.
I don't want to give in to this, I shouldn't have too
maybe it's not a matter of giving in, it's just a matter of acting out first.
time to plan, plan for hope, have faith and let go.
I just kinda realised that I never want people to read this shit.