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It's time for a real update I suppose. I guess I should start out with the fact that I can only type with one hand due to a cast on my left arm. I broke my wrist at work. Here's how it went down. I'm helping load the new boards into the back once again, well the jerk who is pulling them off the truck hates me because I turned him down. Anyways, so he throws a fucking long board at me, mind you theres no other guys around to help me catch it. I'm like 112 alright? I can't catch a damn long board on my own. If you don't know what a long board is, it's a long surf board? Anyhow, so I fall back onto the ground, my wrist comming down hard on the concrete followed by the long board smashing down on it. So Jake comes back outside to see what the scream was. Blah blah blah. So the guy is obviously fired now. So I went to the hospital the night before last and they put on an orange cast. Yes it does suck.
On a totally different note. My emotions are so bent out of shape. I'm so confused right now. It's like, do I stay or do I go? I'm in this situation with a guy, I don't even know if it is a situation, but it's seriously confusing me. It's not Justin so don't even start to think that it is. I'm not sure if I should say too much about the situation but I kinda need to get it off my chest. So I did something with this guy awhile ago, which in return made me really care about him. But shortly after that I seriously didn't think he cared at all untill he told me he did. But he also has this other person that he doesn't want to loose. So it makes me think, "care of me as a friend...?" I guess this is where I'm confused. *sighs* This person knows who he is by now but yeah, I'm lost, so come find me?
I gotta go into work soon. 3 jobs just to keep my head above water sucks. But it's my life and I can take care of myself. So this is what I have to do. So who's going to come over and sign my cast?
On a totally different note. My emotions are so bent out of shape. I'm so confused right now. It's like, do I stay or do I go? I'm in this situation with a guy, I don't even know if it is a situation, but it's seriously confusing me. It's not Justin so don't even start to think that it is. I'm not sure if I should say too much about the situation but I kinda need to get it off my chest. So I did something with this guy awhile ago, which in return made me really care about him. But shortly after that I seriously didn't think he cared at all untill he told me he did. But he also has this other person that he doesn't want to loose. So it makes me think, "care of me as a friend...?" I guess this is where I'm confused. *sighs* This person knows who he is by now but yeah, I'm lost, so come find me?
I gotta go into work soon. 3 jobs just to keep my head above water sucks. But it's my life and I can take care of myself. So this is what I have to do. So who's going to come over and sign my cast?