New to this...
I'm new to this so here goes nothing...I'm not much of a writer, but everyone keeps telling me to write my feelings down and that will help. I'll Try it. About two weeks ago my fiance and I were in a car wreck and this turned my life completely inside out. I'm now home bound until my injuries heal and am forced to depend on my fiance and others. In addition to that I'm getting married in about 4 1/2 weeks. I have the final dress fitting for the wedding this weekend and I'm on crutches. I'm so frustrated, I can't stand it. I no longer have a car, it was totaled, and I have no idea how even with the insurance money I will afford a new one. I'm frustrated because I can't really even pick up after myself. My ankle is in a brace due to being severely sprained, or worse...they won't know until after it starts to heal more. I also don't know how this will affect my job long term because I stand on my feet most of the day and I don't know how long it will be until I am able to do this again. I feel like I don't have control over anything in my life. I guess I've become a little depressed by everything. My fiance is being really good and trying to understand me. He went through a similar type situation a year ago and was dependent on others, so he understands that part, but I handle things differently than he does so I am responding differently. On top of the wedding we will be having to move in June and he wants to buy a place rather than rent one and so do I, but we aren't in a position to do that I don't think. He doesn't understand how this is adding to my already high stress level. I know everything will work out in the long run, but it's really hard and frustrating right now. I'm a very independent person so having to depend on my fiance and other is really hard for me. I guess it's a good lesson in letting others help you. HMMM...