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Dear Past,
Where are you? Is this what it really is like ? Is this going to be the way the rest of my life is going?
Just when you think that some one knows you as well as you know your self every thing truns and sudenly you question if they know you at all.
I have not seen my mother in a year, and that was just for maybe 3 hours I have not really viseted with her since I moved in to my old appartment and even then, it was diffrent.
I dont know who I am any more, I have strayed so far from what I thought I was I dont know what is what.
I've been condidering things I never would have before, I feel as though I have this secret life that no one knows about. These Secrets that I have been getting better at hiding. I am no longer Falling, I am no longer taking prozak or other random pills. But I am still at a stand still. Some where I cant run from, I try but this storm still follows.
I dont know any thing about morals any more. What is right and what is wrong, theses line faid fast ...
Where are you? Is this what it really is like ? Is this going to be the way the rest of my life is going?
Just when you think that some one knows you as well as you know your self every thing truns and sudenly you question if they know you at all.
I have not seen my mother in a year, and that was just for maybe 3 hours I have not really viseted with her since I moved in to my old appartment and even then, it was diffrent.
I dont know who I am any more, I have strayed so far from what I thought I was I dont know what is what.
I've been condidering things I never would have before, I feel as though I have this secret life that no one knows about. These Secrets that I have been getting better at hiding. I am no longer Falling, I am no longer taking prozak or other random pills. But I am still at a stand still. Some where I cant run from, I try but this storm still follows.
I dont know any thing about morals any more. What is right and what is wrong, theses line faid fast ...