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I Wish I could say the days where easy. I wish I could say I could get to work every day. I wish things could be better for you. I wish I could show you just how amazing you are. I Want you to see things Can be ok, things can be good. I wish I could tell you these things with out that doubt running through your mind. I miss some thing that I have not found yet some thing that lies beneath you, some thing that you hide. I wish I could take care of you, I wish I could show you the things I've seen. I wish you would tell me the whole story, the one you dont care to share with others. I wish you could understand what I see, What I see when I see you. I wish I new that what I see is true, that its really you. I Wish I Knew how you felt. I wish I could see through your eyes when I touch your Face. I wish I could tell you that I knew, That I really have you.
I really wish it was ok,
I really wish I could say the days where easy...
But I really need this, I really need to, I really want to,
But change does not happen easily
Change, every thing changes weather we like it or not. So how is it when we long for change we have to push to get it? Is it just that we long for change the in direction we would like? But what If we need change and any will do, is it still hard to obtain ?
Has your views been this skewed the whole time and I've been to Oblivouse to notice? Or have they Changed as every thing does, And we grew in seprate directions. It seems I dont understand your thought's any more, that nothing seems to make sence. I Notice your flaws in your jugment. Have I out Grown you ? Has the Child in me grown so much she questions her teacher. And is this a good thing? It feels as though I have just found out that Santa cluse this magical man is nothing much more then a fantisy that your elders tell you to blind you from the realization that the world is a cold place and not every deserving person get's what they deserve. Its Hard to ask, and harder to take but I cant help but question the only thing that has been my rock for years of my life. Its when your garian grows old and no longer needs to take care of you, When you feel you need it most.
I really wish it was ok,
I really wish I could say the days where easy...
But I really need this, I really need to, I really want to,
But change does not happen easily
Change, every thing changes weather we like it or not. So how is it when we long for change we have to push to get it? Is it just that we long for change the in direction we would like? But what If we need change and any will do, is it still hard to obtain ?
Has your views been this skewed the whole time and I've been to Oblivouse to notice? Or have they Changed as every thing does, And we grew in seprate directions. It seems I dont understand your thought's any more, that nothing seems to make sence. I Notice your flaws in your jugment. Have I out Grown you ? Has the Child in me grown so much she questions her teacher. And is this a good thing? It feels as though I have just found out that Santa cluse this magical man is nothing much more then a fantisy that your elders tell you to blind you from the realization that the world is a cold place and not every deserving person get's what they deserve. Its Hard to ask, and harder to take but I cant help but question the only thing that has been my rock for years of my life. Its when your garian grows old and no longer needs to take care of you, When you feel you need it most.