Mar 13, 2005 14:36
wow..i must be the worst child ever..and yet I've done nothing to deem one ha!...it's funny how life works..man its funny, i realized something(this isnt the first time I realize it..millions have told me before.. I try to please everyone and make everyone happy which i've learned is impossible to do and my decisions sometimes are not even made for myself... I finally decide to do something for myslef..to make myself happy (if you want to call it selfish then so be it) and all hell breaks loose..my relationship with my mom (I know the exact day that happened..), im losing friends( not on my account, they've made their own decision)..cause god forbid karyna makes a decision for herself, no matter what everyone else says or thinks..god forbid that shall ever happen.. that is bullshit just plain bullshit..I'm living for myself now...a million thanks to those who always back me up and support me in what I do always..i love you!!! MOre recently..titi(my sis), jose, julia, danny,ligia, lili...thank you always and forever i love you!..these are not the only ppl that love me and are there for me, I just had to mention them causein the past week things have been shaky and they've been the glue to hold me together... Much love to all...live as if you'll die tommorow, dream as if you'll live forever...
*Karyna*