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Ok before I type anything, first of all I don't want any complaints because I can post what I want and I know some people are worse off than me but I need to complain so I'm doing it alright?
First of all I'm SICK of my family.
I'm always hassled about the fact that I don't have a boyfriend by my grandma and every time I get one, my father complains about the fact that I have one. IT PISSES ME OFF HOW THEY ALWAYS SEND ME MIXED MESSAGES. It's not like I can just randomly walk up to some random guy and go "Will you please be my boyfriend because you suit my family's expectations." What, do you think I'm fucking nuts out of my mind? I'm NOT crazy enough to do that.
Oh but wait you have to hear their expectations.
-He has to be rich
-He has to be Chinese
-He has to at least be able to understand cantonese and talk either that or mandarin.
-He has to look good. God knows what they mean by that but hey.
-He has to be good.
-Him AND his family have to have a good reputation.
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT? WHAT GET INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T EVEN LIVE IN NZ IN THE FIRST PLACE?
Dear gods I mean yeah I want a guy that could speak my language but why the hell does he have to have everything else? It's not POSSIBLE to find a guy like that. I only want three things.
-Being able to speak my language
-Being able to drive
-Being able to understand that I have weird likes and dislikes and not judge me for them.
THAT'S IT.
But no my family has to be a hell of a lot more complicated and have a whole lot more stuff to add in. So in other words, I'm never finding a boyfriend. I'm most definitely NEVER going to get married and why? Because I wouldn't be able to handle it if my parents disapproved of him or whatever.
Sad life isn't it? I'm going to be single forever, not that I care anyways. I JUST WANT THE NAGGING TO STOP!
To all those that have read this. I am sorry for ranting.
I'm just annoyed, frustrated and slightly pissed off.