Frazzled
So Wendy's cats are driving me nuts. It's not bad enough that I had to walk one of them once a day, but the other went through the screen door onto the balcony again yesterday so now I have to leave the glass door closed all the time. Then as I was coming in from taking the trash out, Sam makes a break for it an absconds so I get to spend twenty minutes running up and down the stairs in the building looking for him. This kids is not what I signed on for. I just wanted some down time without my folks around, hang out and get stoned but damn man the cats are making it impossible because I am so stressed about what happens if anything should happen to them. And yes, I am taking my meds I am just stressing right now.
Bev came over last night. We grabbed dinner and then shared a spliff. It was nice. She still works at online and I pity her. It sounds like things there keep going from bad to worse. I'm so glad I don't work there anymore. She does see the ex from time to time, just when she's dropping off or picking up the boyfriend. I'm glad they're still together. They deserve each other.
Susan called last night. We talked for more than two hours. She didn't want to come online because they were in the middle of a tornado warning and I guess some did touch down about 20 miles outside Lincoln. Yeah cause I need to worry about CGF getting swept away like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz.
I'm in hyper fast worry mode kids. It's like worrying on speed. I'm worrying about everything including what the hell I'm doing with Susan. My shrink told me inexperience is not the same as incompetence but it feels the same.
Bev came over last night. We grabbed dinner and then shared a spliff. It was nice. She still works at online and I pity her. It sounds like things there keep going from bad to worse. I'm so glad I don't work there anymore. She does see the ex from time to time, just when she's dropping off or picking up the boyfriend. I'm glad they're still together. They deserve each other.
Susan called last night. We talked for more than two hours. She didn't want to come online because they were in the middle of a tornado warning and I guess some did touch down about 20 miles outside Lincoln. Yeah cause I need to worry about CGF getting swept away like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz.
I'm in hyper fast worry mode kids. It's like worrying on speed. I'm worrying about everything including what the hell I'm doing with Susan. My shrink told me inexperience is not the same as incompetence but it feels the same.