Motivation gone... O.o
For most of the school year I haven't done a good amount of work. I thought that laziness was getting the best of me but maybe there's more to it than that. I was talking to my brother yesterday, he was going to go to his room to play games so he wouldn't distract me. And I told him I was fine but when dad gets home my motivation to do any thing just leaves me. He thinks it may be depression and I should talk to a shrink about it, just to see if anythings wrong. I've mulled it over and I'm now debating if I should go live with mom...it may not be home but maybe I'll at least get my homework done...I haven't talked to mom in awhile so I'm not even sure if it now's a good time or not...*sigh* and what about Boots? what do I do about her? And foxy too? School and friends...it all will be affected if I go or not. I guess I should call mom later today.