May 09, 2005 10:15
I was in the shower a couple of days ago, and a thought occured to me:
I should have myself chemically/surgically castrated.
I don't really like having sexual urges. It depresses me. I hate my body, and I hate lust. This is because I've come to associate sex with anti-love for such a long time, and it's finally bored itself into my brain. So if I eliminate sexual urge from my life, I eliminate a lot of the source of my depression. Seems like a good idea to me.
Didn't get to see Niki this weekend. Lovely. Maybe next weekend...
Goodwill has worked me ragged. 9 hours Saturday, 5 hours Sunday, nothing but heavy lifting. I can't say I don't like it though. Work makes me feel productive, and since I'm in the back room, I don't have to interact with people much at all. Plus, it's $6.15 an hour and the people I work with are cool.
Got my haircut. During work. A lady I work with apparently cuts hair as well. It's short now. I kinda like it, kinda don't give a flying fuck how I look anyway.
So take that.
Guild Wars = Best MMO ever. Graphics are amazing, gameplay is super-fun and super-addictive. Plus there's no monthly charge, no patching, and no server-selection.
Better than WoW, Brandon. Much better. :P
I'm going to go now. Bye.