May 11, 2006 16:04
I talked to my guidance counsler today and I'm going to sign up for a class at Carroll that's called Introduction to Philosophy. Yay. I'm really excited. I might have to drop AP Psych. I don't think that bothers me too much, because I don't need that yet. Maybe I can just take Psych senior year through Carroll if they don't offer it on IQ. I don't know what I'm doing yet.
It's pretty crazy overall. I'm trying to waste time because I work a 5 00 even though my back is killing me, I tried calling in but I couldn't find a sub and I felt really terrible, so I'm just going to go. I need the money anyway. It's not like I have anything to do anyway.
Things are getting crazy with Sarah. She keeps getting mad at me for every little thing. I can't take it. I picked her up today from school... I dropped her off at Sam's house. I help her out as much as I can. I offer to pick her up from work. I relay messanges from Sam to Sarah all the time. But I just get treated like shit for the stupidest things. I left the goddamn door open and she said that it was the second time and that it was too cold to leave the door open even though it must be about 50 or 60 out in addition that our house is warm and the 'screen door' has glass in it still from winter.
She says I yell all the time, she always critisizes me for getting upset even though it seems like she's provoking me.
I don't know why I bother her at all. Now I have to give her rides though, so I have to figure that out. Fuck. It's really pissing me off.
And shits going on with friends. I think I want to go to work because I always end up having fun with the little kids or Liz or anyone else.
-aj-