Hidden Crush
Title: Hidden Crush
Pairing Nichkhun and wooyoung
Summary: Wooyoung confess his feeling towards to nichkhun on the graduation day but nichkhun reject his confession, but one day they meet again seoul. do their feelings change? Read and Comment.
Wooyoung's POV
I walked out my house, want to feel the fresh air of this beautiful afternoon. It’s been so long since I left this city to continue my study in the capital three years ago. And now, I had long holiday, so I decided to spend my holidays in this city, back to my house that I missed so much.
I walked to the park not far from my house while enjoyed everything around me. They were seemed not change at all, still the same like when last time I saw. Everything in this city makes me remember everything, especially my memories when I was in my high school. I take a walk to the path I usually passed by through the school. It brings me some sweet, but bitter at the same time, memories about my last love. I sigh a bit and stretch my neck up to take a deep inhale for much oxygen into my lungs.
“Wooyoung?”
Suddenly I stop when I hear a familiar voice calls my name. And there standing a guy a meter away from me, he looks like just got out from the convenient store a minute ago. His face looks surprised, but shortly afterwards a warm smile grows on his face. He walks near me that still fixated on my place before.
“Wooyoung, it’s you right?” he asks once again, makes me snap out from my frown.
“Ahh yeah, hi Khun. How are you?” my voice heard bit hoarse from my nervous.
He reaches out his hand and smiles to me, and I grip his hand for reply, shake his hand with a tinge of nervousness. “Fine, how about you?” he shakes our hands, and I can feel my cheeks blush a little because his touch.
“Yeah, I’m fine too Khun,” I try my best to smile and let out his hand from my grip.
“It’s been s long since our last meeting, but I think your appearance is not change Woo. I still can know you easily,” he chuckles a little. I am stunned just by looking at his laugh, which is still remain the same as before. “I heard that you were accepted in the best college in capital, how’s your life there?”
“Ahh it was nice. I love the atmosphere of a big city, and I really enjoy my college’s life,” I smile to him.
“Then, you have a girlfriend now?” I look at him in surprised after I heard his question. How can he asks about that despite all of other question, like why I am in this city now, or have I heard the latest news about our other friends?
And I see he also surprised by his question from his blushing face now. “Umm, I-I’m sorry Woo. I just want to know, a-and just forget. I think y-you don’t need to answer,”
Before I can say any words, Nichkhun immediately says goodbye to me and then walks away, hiding his still blushing face. I just look at him with confused. My heart is still beating so fast. A hidden feeling, that I've burried deeply inside my heart, suddenly break out, bringing some memories that still fresh stored in my mind. He’s Nichkhun, my high school’s best friend, also my high school’s crush..
-Flashback-
Noone POV
Wooyoung was in his first of high school student when he met Nichkhun, a Thai boy who studied in same school with him. That was his first day when he got lost for finding his classroom when Nichkhun came to him and asked the location of his own classroom. He found that Nichkhun also found the same room with him and they laughed together when knew that they both were got lost from the same thing. They finally walked together to find their classroom because it was easier to found that if they worked together. After they found their classroom, soon they decided to share table together, became desk mate and each other’s first friend in this new school.
As time passed by, they became closer and Wooyoung found that Nichkhun is the best friend he ever had. Of course he also had many friends and all of them were so fun and kind to him, they like his brothers in the school, and they shared so much time together, included Nichkhun of course. But Wooyoung felt that Nichkhun was special. He felt something different with that Thai boy. Something that always made him felt so happy when he was with him, something that made his heart beat faster and faster every time Nichkhun touched him in friendly way. That feeling was so unfamiliar to Wooyoung but he found that it was nice, but sometimes made him confused.
Wooyoung was in his second year when he finally realized if it was love. His feeling towards Nichkhun during this that time was something called love. He liked Nichkhun more than likely to his other friends. He was fallen in love with Nichkhun. And he found that maybe his feeling was wrong since he thought that Nichkhun must be not a gay and Nichkhun might be left him if that Thai boy knew about his feeling. . Moreover, Wooyoung knew if Nichkhun had a crush in their school, with a very popular girl who was always been dreamed by every boy in the school.
Yeah Wooyoung really knew if Nichkhun was madly fallen in love with Im Yoona, a very beautiful, smart and friendly girl from Chansung’s class. Nichkhun always stalked her everywhere, tried his best to show his love to Yoona. He never gave up to asked everyone in his small group of friend to get some advice about his crush, many advices about how to win Yoona’s heart. And it always came to Wooyoung when Nichkhun was so stressful with his feeling towards Yoona, told the younger about how he loved her so much and how the feeling would kill him if Yoona rejected him.
Wooyoung was so happy knew that it meant Nichkhun trusted him more than his other friends, but in the other hand he was so heartbroken knowing it meant Nichkhun would never love him back. Wooyoung was the one who had falling in love with Nichkhun, but Nichkhun never realized it because he was too in love with other girl. It drove Wooyoung crazy.
Wooyoung intended not have another way to reach out his one side love, and he also didn’t want his friends knew that he was gay. For him at that time, his friends were everything and he didn’t want to lose them, especially Nichkhun. That's why he preferred to dwell, but still kept in Nichkhun’s side every time that Thai needed him, gave all of his love without ever pronounce it.
But time couldn't make Wooyoung endured forever, he was so madly in love with Nichkhun, and he couldn’t hide his feeling anymore, although he knew if Nichkhun never saw him as more than friend. But he could no longer kept silent, and he had to try even the odds against it was very small.
Finally, after their graduation ceremony, Wooyoung asked Nichkhun to meet him in the school’s backyard, in the place they were first met. Wooyoung brought Nichkhun a bunch of red roses.
“Wow, these roses for me? Omoo, thanks a lot Woo..” Nichkhun said surprisingly while Wooyoung handled the roses to him, grinned ear to ear happily. “You are so sweet by bringing me this as congratulation gift while I forgot to give you something. I’m so sorry,” he struck his hair, still with his happy grin in his face. Wooyoung just smiled awkward, feeling so confuse about confessing his feeling or not.
“Ermm Khun, it’s not a congratulation flowers,” Wooyoung could see Nichkhun’s confused gaze in his brown orbs. “I gave you those flowers to show my feeling toward you all this time Khun.”
“Wa-wait, what do you mean Woo?” Nichkhun started to feel awkward with the atmosphere between them. Wooyoung knew, he couldn’t move backward again, so he just moved ahead and took all the concequences he would get soon.
“Iloveyoukhun” Wooyoung said fast.
“W-what?!” Nichkhun confused, couldn’t hear it clearly. Wooyoung took a deep breath and tried to confess again, in a slow way this time.
“I love you Khun, I have been falling in love with you since our second year.”
Wooyoung stared at Nichkhun with full of fear, ready for everything that will happened. In front of him, Nichkhun was staring at him blankly, his mouth opened in confused way. Suddenly, Nichkhun threw the flowers to the ground, and without said any words, he left Wooyoung in dash. Left the younger boy in his heartbroken alone.
A sad smile curved in his lips, tears started to roll down at his cheeks. He knew it would happen, he really knew before he decided his action, but he didn’t know why his heart still ached? He walked slowly and left the backyard, buried all of his pains and his feeling deep inside his heart. Everything was end. Everything between him and Nichkhun would never be same again. And he was the one who broke all of this..