Dear Sir
Im beyond pissed.
As I was laying in bed last night, a thought came over me. A friend of mine was pulling the same shit that he always does (sad that I say always), and here I was, hoping that he wasnt doing it.
Bastard.
I mean, how hard is it to talk to someone that you obviously care somewhat about? Or was that a lie too? Now a days, I cant even tell if you're honest with me, based on what I've known, but didnt want to admit.
Ive texted you. I didnt myspace because I dont know how often you get on, and I dont want to spend all day hitting the Refresh button on your profile, hoping so see that "Online now" icon, just so I can talk to you. Been there, done that. And so what if you cant send me a freakin text message? You have my number, both cell and house. You have my Yahoo! address. So what's your excuse? Ive called you, but when straight to voicemail. Why bother leaving a message and sounding pitiful? Been there done that.
You said you werent going to pull this shit again. Shame on me for believing you, yet again.
You know, I have so much fun talking to you, and then I get my hopes up for when our schedules both allow us to hang out, and then you bail. Rather, you dont bail, you just drop off the face of the Earth as far as Im concerned. Wow.
So please, make up your mind. Are we friends still, or are we not? Do you want to even continue to be friends and be a part of my life, or do I simply leave you behind when I start school? Cause popping in and out at intervals of your choosing doesnt work for me.
I leave in a month, no answer confirms what I already suspect, but dont want to admit.
As I was laying in bed last night, a thought came over me. A friend of mine was pulling the same shit that he always does (sad that I say always), and here I was, hoping that he wasnt doing it.
Bastard.
I mean, how hard is it to talk to someone that you obviously care somewhat about? Or was that a lie too? Now a days, I cant even tell if you're honest with me, based on what I've known, but didnt want to admit.
Ive texted you. I didnt myspace because I dont know how often you get on, and I dont want to spend all day hitting the Refresh button on your profile, hoping so see that "Online now" icon, just so I can talk to you. Been there, done that. And so what if you cant send me a freakin text message? You have my number, both cell and house. You have my Yahoo! address. So what's your excuse? Ive called you, but when straight to voicemail. Why bother leaving a message and sounding pitiful? Been there done that.
You said you werent going to pull this shit again. Shame on me for believing you, yet again.
You know, I have so much fun talking to you, and then I get my hopes up for when our schedules both allow us to hang out, and then you bail. Rather, you dont bail, you just drop off the face of the Earth as far as Im concerned. Wow.
So please, make up your mind. Are we friends still, or are we not? Do you want to even continue to be friends and be a part of my life, or do I simply leave you behind when I start school? Cause popping in and out at intervals of your choosing doesnt work for me.
I leave in a month, no answer confirms what I already suspect, but dont want to admit.