Mar 09, 2005 16:19
Basketball practice last night.. it was the first one of the season and none of us have really played together before but we have a tournament THIS WEEKEND!!!! I don't know if you guys know how much practice is needed to do well in an AAU Basketball tournament but most definately more than 2 practices... we don't have an offense, defense, basically we don't have anything and we don't even KNOW each other.. I'm so nervous... But adleast I'm playing with Fettgurl and our parents might make up?
I'm completely tired of people trying to convince me to do something else with my life.. My parents think it would be a good idea to do practically everything I don't want to do.. It started with small stuff like the classes I'm taking but now they're MAKING me play basketball, and they are REALLY pushing me to go to college with Alyssa, they think I'm impossible to live with and now they're talking about how me and John being in a relationship may not be the best for me. I realize that they want what's best for me but I honestly don't think that what they're telling me is correct. Right now.. I'm happy. There's no drama in my life, my grades are good, I pretty much know where I want to go to college and what I want to study, and I'm definately NOT hard to live with.. The only thing I do in my house is eat and sleep... UGHHHH...Don't even get me started on the Me and John thing not being a good idea. Plus.. being friends with people who don't like each other is SO annoying.. I don't want to hear about how much you hate another one of my friends.. I'm friends with them too! Ughh... Brooks and Joey, Alex and Tanya, the list goes on.. People have really been getting on my nerves this year.. I realize that I definately cut down on the amount of friends I have this year because I was sick of the drama.. I can't wait for senior year because I'm not going to care. And if people think I'm a bitch then so be it.. It's not that I don't like you, it's just that I don't want the drama that comes along with you.
I'm seriously debating dropping to Multicultural Lit next year.. AP Lit is more useful but I hate lit and I just don't want to do it.
Hopefully I can hang out with Brooks this weekend.. We're going to try and see if our parents will let us hang out, just the two of us. She's a person that I rarely get annoyed with and we can just chill out and watch movies and be perfectly content. I love it. This long weekend will hopefully do everyone some good.