Jan 20, 2009 02:20
I cant sleep.
I had a great day with Nessa and Oliver but I can't stop thinking about the ponies. I've been watching my replays on racereplays.com for the passed few hours. I want to ride again. I can't retire yet. I can't focus on my education when all I want is to ride the hair off a 1200 pound beast!!
I've got to get in the gym and get stronger. I'm loosing all my muscle mass and getting all unfit! Damn you broken back. Damn you Delaware Park. Damn you doctors.
I need to fly back to Kentucky and get my car SOON. As soon as my racing gear is here, I'm heading to the track bitches!