*Sigh*
I try to be the best boyfriend possible, but I always do or say something to upset her. I try to be cautious about my actions as well, but my own actions turn out to hurt myself and most importantly, her. In fact, I find myself hurt from many life decisions, with my career, school, and friends. I can't figure out how to stop it.
This time, I have hurted her bad. My stupid mouth has hurt her real bad. Just when she started to trust me again, I completely F'ed up.
Nonetheless, i'm holding on because I know that things can work out. All my feelings for her are still there. I still love her, and I still have faith that we can settle our differences. I think of all our good days, and fun times we've had. The outings, vacations, beaches, movies, dinners, clubs etc... I know that she makes me happy, and I want that second chance to make her happy too.
This time, I have hurted her bad. My stupid mouth has hurt her real bad. Just when she started to trust me again, I completely F'ed up.
Nonetheless, i'm holding on because I know that things can work out. All my feelings for her are still there. I still love her, and I still have faith that we can settle our differences. I think of all our good days, and fun times we've had. The outings, vacations, beaches, movies, dinners, clubs etc... I know that she makes me happy, and I want that second chance to make her happy too.