STRESSED

[khonsaiho]

THIS SHOULD BE A TIME FOR ME TO BE HAPPY.. YAY LIFE IS GOOD.
HELL NO, AT THIS POINT, EVERYTHING IS SO STRESSFUL

STRESSED:

HOMEWORK.
THAT'S ALL I'VE BEEN DOING THESE DAYS. ESSAY HERE, READING THERE.

THEN I PLANNED TO SPEND ONE FRIDAY NIGHT WITH VIV.
THEN ONCE AGAIN HER PARENTS WON'T LET HER GO.
SO SHE'LL HAVE TO STAY HOME.
NEVER HAVE WE'VE HUNG OUT W/O WORRYIING ABOUT GETTING A CALL FROM MOM OR DAD.
"OH MOMS MAD, I GOTTA GO NOW."
I KNOW SHE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, NEITHER CAN I.

FUCKING CAR ACCIDENT BILLS.
ONE WEEK 500 DOLLARS FOR FIRE DEPARTMENT. NEXT WEEK 4000 FOR MEDICAL. AND ANOTHER 400 FOR MEDICAL.

WHY CAN'T THINGS JUST FALL INTO PLACE.
IT WAS WHEN I WENT OUT LATE, THIS CAR ACCIDENT HAPPENED TO ME.

EVERY VOICE AROUND ME IS TELLING TO GO OUT AGAIN.
THEN THERE ARE MY PARENTS ON MY BACK.
"STAY HOME AND DON'T GO OUT."

FRIENDS.
FOR SOME REASON, I'VE BEEN FEELING PUT DOWN BY MY OWN FRIENDS.

I TAKE OUT SOME LINKIN PARK MUSIC. I TURN UP MY GUITAR. WHEN I GET ON MY MOOD SWINGS I JUST WANT TO BREAK SOMETHING. ...

I'LL PROBABLY BE FINE NEXT MORNING.. BUT FOR NOW
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB