::sighs::

Dec 25, 2004 23:47

Today just reaffirmed my disdain for the holidays....for a multitude of reasons....

First, being that the holidays are about spending times with your loved ones...well...i only really love rachel, but i'm not able to see her today because i have to do stuff with my family....which sucks....because as far as loved ones go...i have a loved one.

Also, which compounds on the first, is i never feel as lonely as i do when i am out at this house, and loneliness just seems to get me more when i'm here on a holiday and alone... :-( ....stupid holidays...

I have a whole slew of reasons...but my logic just kicked in and informed me that no one cares, so why i post it for people...so i'll stop....

Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays....if the holidays are being good to you...

if not...just try to pretend life isn't happening..like i am.
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