Dec 25, 2004 23:47
Today just reaffirmed my disdain for the holidays....for a multitude of reasons....
First, being that the holidays are about spending times with your loved ones...well...i only really love rachel, but i'm not able to see her today because i have to do stuff with my family....which sucks....because as far as loved ones go...i have a loved one.
Also, which compounds on the first, is i never feel as lonely as i do when i am out at this house, and loneliness just seems to get me more when i'm here on a holiday and alone... :-( ....stupid holidays...
I have a whole slew of reasons...but my logic just kicked in and informed me that no one cares, so why i post it for people...so i'll stop....
Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays....if the holidays are being good to you...
if not...just try to pretend life isn't happening..like i am.