in a glass case of emotion
...actually more like a roller coaster, but whatev.
ive been so incredibly moody lately and its weird. prob has a lot to do w/ the girly hormones.
when my brother went back to florida late last week i was actually really sad about it. most likely bc usually w/in the 1-2 weeks before he leaves we actually get along really well. i just have to remind myself that if he was staying longer he would continue to be the little bratty brother he is most of the time.
ive been helping jessica and kiersten get ready setting up their classrooms and such bc they both have real teacher jobs at different high schools for the fall. i like sharing my ideas and giving advice and such and they are always like, geez katie maybe you should have this job, not me. and part of me starts considering education instead of speech all over again. not to mention i also get horribly jealous of them bc they have moved on to the next steps in their lives and here i am going back to geneseo.
also, the past couple days i have hung out w/ lori and she's all excited/nervous that she will most likely be getting engaged soon... esp now that her bf's twin sister just got engaged and she has been w/ her fiancee for just about as long as lori has been w/ jeremy. and on one hand i am really happy for her bc jeremy is an awesome guy, but then at the same time i feel like crap about myself when i think about the guy situation in my life, or more like lack thereof.
then on top of all of this there is getting ready to go back to geneseo. i am so torn on the whole extra semester thing... yes, STILL. bc a huge part of me feels like i just want to move on w/ everyone else. new 24 main girls, dont take it personal, i love you all... ive just never really been good w/ change and transitions. im sure ill be fine once i actually move in and my classes get going again, but it seems like i always go through this doubt period. I JUST WANT IT TO PASS!!
well i better go to bed and stop rambling... i get my hair cut tomorrow, YAY!!
ive been so incredibly moody lately and its weird. prob has a lot to do w/ the girly hormones.
when my brother went back to florida late last week i was actually really sad about it. most likely bc usually w/in the 1-2 weeks before he leaves we actually get along really well. i just have to remind myself that if he was staying longer he would continue to be the little bratty brother he is most of the time.
ive been helping jessica and kiersten get ready setting up their classrooms and such bc they both have real teacher jobs at different high schools for the fall. i like sharing my ideas and giving advice and such and they are always like, geez katie maybe you should have this job, not me. and part of me starts considering education instead of speech all over again. not to mention i also get horribly jealous of them bc they have moved on to the next steps in their lives and here i am going back to geneseo.
also, the past couple days i have hung out w/ lori and she's all excited/nervous that she will most likely be getting engaged soon... esp now that her bf's twin sister just got engaged and she has been w/ her fiancee for just about as long as lori has been w/ jeremy. and on one hand i am really happy for her bc jeremy is an awesome guy, but then at the same time i feel like crap about myself when i think about the guy situation in my life, or more like lack thereof.
then on top of all of this there is getting ready to go back to geneseo. i am so torn on the whole extra semester thing... yes, STILL. bc a huge part of me feels like i just want to move on w/ everyone else. new 24 main girls, dont take it personal, i love you all... ive just never really been good w/ change and transitions. im sure ill be fine once i actually move in and my classes get going again, but it seems like i always go through this doubt period. I JUST WANT IT TO PASS!!
well i better go to bed and stop rambling... i get my hair cut tomorrow, YAY!!