blahhh
jealous.
and its not that i want to be with him, but wtf. he dicked me over and made me miserable and i just want him to have to be alone and miserable too.
if that makes me a bitch, then so be it. but guess what- i wasnt always this way.
and my life is such a slump lately. like dont get me wrong, when im laughing and stuff and it appears like im having fun i really am, but its only merely a distraction from my real life. i feel like im just treading water in the middle of the ocean and boats are flying right by me, which is ok bc for a split second the sight of the boat makes me happy... until i realize im still in the middle of the ocean.
and then i remember- you can only tread water for so long......
Something's missing
And I don't know how ti fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
john mayer
and its not that i want to be with him, but wtf. he dicked me over and made me miserable and i just want him to have to be alone and miserable too.
if that makes me a bitch, then so be it. but guess what- i wasnt always this way.
and my life is such a slump lately. like dont get me wrong, when im laughing and stuff and it appears like im having fun i really am, but its only merely a distraction from my real life. i feel like im just treading water in the middle of the ocean and boats are flying right by me, which is ok bc for a split second the sight of the boat makes me happy... until i realize im still in the middle of the ocean.
and then i remember- you can only tread water for so long......
Something's missing
And I don't know how ti fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
john mayer