umm yeah
ok, so i havent updated in about a million years, and maybe just maybe if i get ambitious (or extremely bored, which is more likely) then i will catch you up on things that have happened in the past like 2 weeks.
well, here i am. at home. in "lostport". living with my parents, sister, and my awful brother. yep, i hate it. none of my friends are home from college, really... well, i take it back, kiersten is here but she has been really busy and i havent even seen her since ive been home. jessica and lori arent done for about another week and i have no idea when ashley and heather and that clan are coming back b/c they never really talk to me anymore.
so today is mother's day, and here's what it has been so far... I got woken up by a huge screaming bitchfest between my parents and my brother (a daily occurrence, sometimes multiple) at approximately 8:30am. awesome. so when i finally gave up all hope on ever falling back asleep, i got out of bed and went downstairs to watch tv w/ my sister. which, turns out, didnt help b/c shortly after, the fight moved downstairs too. sweet. after ryan finally left for work, my mom decided to start yelling at me about things that i havent done since i have been home, ie unpacking. ok, fine, ive been lazy. but then when i finally unpacked something, my dad starts yelling about where i put it and blah blah blah. moral of the story, i cant do anything right.
so here's some things that i have recently learned since i have been home:
-my aunt called yesterday and asked me if my dad was in spain ?! yeah, i didnt even know my dad was supposed to be going there...
-my brother has got 3 tickets in less than a month and a half and now my parents are pretty sure that the car is 'tagged' b/c one of them he got pulled over for a seatbelt violation... so now i have to be like super driver whenever i take the car < insert screaming face >
-my mom thinks it would be a great opportunity for me to go to philly and work for my aunt at her new company... as a receptionist... for approx $8 an hour.. and only about 32 hrs a week... for a MONTH. wtf. i would have to LIVE and WORK with my aunt for a whole month!!! dont get me wrong, i love her and all, but she lives in a small apt w/ a cat, doesnt even have cable, and might have a comp, but im sure doesnt have internet. i dont mean to sound like materialistic or something, but what would i even do "for fun"? prob bang my head against the wall, thats what.
-oh, and the other day while watching ER, my dad decided to randomly tell me that my mom had a miscarriage a year before she had me... news to me, although thats prob not as weird to anyone else
i really and truly hate it here and i dont know how in the hell i am going to last living here for 4 months. yes, i know that i could go to my aunt's and work for her but im not so sure that would be the lesser of 2 evils. I just thank god that jessica came home for the weekend so i hung out w/ her on friday and we went and saw 'mean girls' and i got asked to babysit last night... i at least got to escape for a little while. but this is not going to last long, and i really need a new plan of action. fast. esp since my job @ BOCES doesnt start til sometime after the 4th of july.. shit son, thats like 2 months from now. also, for no apparent reason other than i have too much time on my hands while i am at home so i think about things and get depressed, i have been starting to think that i miss people a lot more than they miss me. i dont know why. i dont know how much truth there is to this, but nevertheless, i cant help but wonder if there is.
well, i have just been informed by my mom that i am going to church at 12, so i better go get ready (GOD I HATE MOTHER'S DAY!!!) ...bye for now.
PS BFL, there was NO reason for the pots and pans comment!!! < insert embarrassed face >
well, here i am. at home. in "lostport". living with my parents, sister, and my awful brother. yep, i hate it. none of my friends are home from college, really... well, i take it back, kiersten is here but she has been really busy and i havent even seen her since ive been home. jessica and lori arent done for about another week and i have no idea when ashley and heather and that clan are coming back b/c they never really talk to me anymore.
so today is mother's day, and here's what it has been so far... I got woken up by a huge screaming bitchfest between my parents and my brother (a daily occurrence, sometimes multiple) at approximately 8:30am. awesome. so when i finally gave up all hope on ever falling back asleep, i got out of bed and went downstairs to watch tv w/ my sister. which, turns out, didnt help b/c shortly after, the fight moved downstairs too. sweet. after ryan finally left for work, my mom decided to start yelling at me about things that i havent done since i have been home, ie unpacking. ok, fine, ive been lazy. but then when i finally unpacked something, my dad starts yelling about where i put it and blah blah blah. moral of the story, i cant do anything right.
so here's some things that i have recently learned since i have been home:
-my aunt called yesterday and asked me if my dad was in spain ?! yeah, i didnt even know my dad was supposed to be going there...
-my brother has got 3 tickets in less than a month and a half and now my parents are pretty sure that the car is 'tagged' b/c one of them he got pulled over for a seatbelt violation... so now i have to be like super driver whenever i take the car < insert screaming face >
-my mom thinks it would be a great opportunity for me to go to philly and work for my aunt at her new company... as a receptionist... for approx $8 an hour.. and only about 32 hrs a week... for a MONTH. wtf. i would have to LIVE and WORK with my aunt for a whole month!!! dont get me wrong, i love her and all, but she lives in a small apt w/ a cat, doesnt even have cable, and might have a comp, but im sure doesnt have internet. i dont mean to sound like materialistic or something, but what would i even do "for fun"? prob bang my head against the wall, thats what.
-oh, and the other day while watching ER, my dad decided to randomly tell me that my mom had a miscarriage a year before she had me... news to me, although thats prob not as weird to anyone else
i really and truly hate it here and i dont know how in the hell i am going to last living here for 4 months. yes, i know that i could go to my aunt's and work for her but im not so sure that would be the lesser of 2 evils. I just thank god that jessica came home for the weekend so i hung out w/ her on friday and we went and saw 'mean girls' and i got asked to babysit last night... i at least got to escape for a little while. but this is not going to last long, and i really need a new plan of action. fast. esp since my job @ BOCES doesnt start til sometime after the 4th of july.. shit son, thats like 2 months from now. also, for no apparent reason other than i have too much time on my hands while i am at home so i think about things and get depressed, i have been starting to think that i miss people a lot more than they miss me. i dont know why. i dont know how much truth there is to this, but nevertheless, i cant help but wonder if there is.
well, i have just been informed by my mom that i am going to church at 12, so i better go get ready (GOD I HATE MOTHER'S DAY!!!) ...bye for now.
PS BFL, there was NO reason for the pots and pans comment!!! < insert embarrassed face >