Title: NTBDWB, or, How John Sheppard Learned to Stop Deluding Himself
Rated: NC17, language/sex
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Notes: Takes place over the entire span of the series, changing it up about midway through the fifth season.
He very purposefully, in a willfully obtuse sort of way, didn’t think about it. He was good at that.