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Wish I could believe we are meant to be. That there's only you for me and vice versa. As uni and separation looms nearer all my thoughts become tangled up and I lose track of what we promised each other. I still want this and I know you do too but sometimes it feels like all the other people and factors in our relationship (strange yes) don't want that for us. They're waiting for us to fall apart. Then again what do I really want? Aside from happiness I want security and reassurance. Being with you no longer means that.