Apr 06, 2008 19:29
you know it bad when you have to start buying expensive eye creams cause you are crying so much that the skin around your eyes is becoming raw... then again- why am i surprised? i have the dumbest aka most sensitive skin on the planet- ok not the planet- at least im not allergic to the sun- technically- it doesn't like me much- but i can go out in the daylight... ugh i'm getting old and ugly very quickly- so much for my plans of being a sexy grandma... or least it's my firm hope that the skin eating disease will be conquered by then....
really i have to just need to stop being so sensitive period... i wanted something very specific- i couldn't have it exactly the way i wanted it & so i gave it up completely- i'm sad i didnt get it- but it's over- move on.... i mean i tried to be someone else so i could sort of have what i wanted- but i just couldn't be someone else- in fact went a lil crazy trying- so now i'm me again- what's so sad about that? what's sad is that i still think i deserved what i wanted heh.... ridiculous girl...