So ive had a confusing night out.
They wouldnt accept my ID at Bogiez. Which i go to all the time. So that was annoying. Ended up having to go to another club, instead. Which was ok, but disappointing as i wanted to go to Bogiez. And also, i was with Alice. And got rather pissed off at the bouncers, which probably didnt look to good in her eyes.
That girl confuses me. Its hard to explain it, but... the way she is. She does like me. She must like me, to put up with me most of the time. But i cant help but feel that.. probably, there's a few things about me she's unsure about. And she's got a very hard-to-convince nature about her. So ive got to prove myself to her.
It's very hard to prove yourself to a girl when you dont even believe in yourself...
Also, im not used the whole dating scene. In the past 4 years, ive only had 2 girlfriends. And both of those developed from friendships. The whole idea of taking a girl out on a date, and tryna impress her and win her over etc just confuses the crap outta me. Im not good at it, and i have no idea what im doing.
But thats what im having to do....
And i think im failing...
That girl confuses me. Its hard to explain it, but... the way she is. She does like me. She must like me, to put up with me most of the time. But i cant help but feel that.. probably, there's a few things about me she's unsure about. And she's got a very hard-to-convince nature about her. So ive got to prove myself to her.
It's very hard to prove yourself to a girl when you dont even believe in yourself...
Also, im not used the whole dating scene. In the past 4 years, ive only had 2 girlfriends. And both of those developed from friendships. The whole idea of taking a girl out on a date, and tryna impress her and win her over etc just confuses the crap outta me. Im not good at it, and i have no idea what im doing.
But thats what im having to do....
And i think im failing...