Oct 25, 2005 13:43
Every time I sit down with this screen in front of me, something akin to "BLARGHSPLAT" goes through my mind.
Blarghsplat, by the way, is the sound of my brain trying to make my fingers type as fast as possible, and jamming them in the process. Nothing's coming OUT! AIIIIIGH!
Liiiiiike let's see...
I'm making new friends. I find this exciting and intimidating, because as you all know I'm not social by nature.
I want to be more social, but I'm so tired when I finally have the opportunity that I'm a lifeless blob. Not much fun.
I have strange dreams about acquaintances, and I can't look at them the same way next time I see them. Why the hell did my subconscious make you do THAT?, I ponder.
I envy artists and musicians and anyone with creative talent. I have very little talent.
Writing soothes my nerves.
Saturday was our second anniversary! Craziness included Macaroni Grill, Build-a-Bear, earrings, and snuggling in front of the TV. We had more plans but were too sleepy to go through with them.
I desperately miss being in the martial arts. Kicking the air repeatedly soothes my nerves, as does striving to achieve perfection with the newest kata. Kicking is one of the few things I can do very well.
OK, time for work.