Already in a whole, but can't stop digging.
So yeah. I'm totally fucked. I can't stay in my house anymore, I have to find somewhere to live. And so far, I haven't been able to get a job, I have no money, and the only friends I could have had a home with, have totally deserted me. So yeah, I think i'm kind of doing the right thing. Your supposed to live life to your fullest and be happy. And I already know what I need to do to do that. My parents don't agree and told me they'd take my car. But just because they take my car doesn't mean I can't walk. If thy stopped supporting my vegitarianism, doesn't mean I'd start eating meat. And then my dad broke the last straw, he compared me to my brother, all that is unholy and dark. A world of drugs, alcohol, sex, prison etc. So now i'm leaving. I might house jump possibly. But when it comes down to it, i'm doing what i'm going to do. Hopefully it doesn't kill me, I hope following my instincts is the right thing to do, but if it kills me, bless it be I say. What happen will happen. I turn 18 on the 21st. And told them if i'm not gone by then, i'll be gone for sure the day after. I refuse to live with people even if only on the weekend when they would rather me break myself down emotionally just so they can look good infront of thier friends and family. Peace.