just a post to pass away the time
I'm feeling a moment of weakness. I'm thinking of things and people I shouldn't be. It's a waste of time and space to be in my head where I'm at. "Give me life, Give me pain, Give me myself again." God I want to cry - please help me cry. please help me - I need a release. I want to cut so bad but I can't because of Raven. I cut little pieces of red string to wear around my wrist to symbolize cutting. I guess this will have to be enough..............
Why can't I be the strong once for once?
No one ever comes to me because they think I have enough problems that I can't deal with theirs. Why am I so worthless? Don't answer that question - not even with a " You're not worthless" - because you'll only think that it's an energy game anyway - that I'm trying to get some sort of reaction from it and I'm not. I really DO feel that way (right now). This too shall pass.
The words from Brandon Lee and what Raven uses all the time...
"It can't rain all the time"
Why can't I be the strong once for once?
No one ever comes to me because they think I have enough problems that I can't deal with theirs. Why am I so worthless? Don't answer that question - not even with a " You're not worthless" - because you'll only think that it's an energy game anyway - that I'm trying to get some sort of reaction from it and I'm not. I really DO feel that way (right now). This too shall pass.
The words from Brandon Lee and what Raven uses all the time...
"It can't rain all the time"