making sense
for the first time in a long time, i have a brilliant thought... i said to a friend:
[02:10] kharma creature: it's easier to just let things happen.. and to not fight it.
[02:10] kharma creature: i've been fighting for so long on so many things that i cannot control.. that i'm just letting it be what it is.
eureka!
finally... i step down and let someone else lead the dance - i've been trying so hard to be in lead that i keep stepping all over my own and everyone elses feet. sometimes things just have to be what they are. i can finally let go of the sand that's in my hands - it was slipping out anyway.. might as well make a sandcastle.
i think i'm happy. which is amazing for me - really.
also.. i'm back writing in kharma_creature.
[02:10] kharma creature: it's easier to just let things happen.. and to not fight it.
[02:10] kharma creature: i've been fighting for so long on so many things that i cannot control.. that i'm just letting it be what it is.
eureka!
finally... i step down and let someone else lead the dance - i've been trying so hard to be in lead that i keep stepping all over my own and everyone elses feet. sometimes things just have to be what they are. i can finally let go of the sand that's in my hands - it was slipping out anyway.. might as well make a sandcastle.
i think i'm happy. which is amazing for me - really.
also.. i'm back writing in kharma_creature.