the train is still not moving...

[kharmacreature]

i'm all weird again. i'll work this out. i'll figure it out. i'm going to try to go back to bed for a bit.... see if i sleep until my appointment time. therapy should be interesting tomorrow... even though i don't want to talk. i sort of just want to dissapear honestly.

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[kharmacreature]

...yeah, i totally missed my appointment this morning.. i think i was being tired and lazy to be honest about it. tomorrow is a new day though and i'm determined.. plus there are these little groups all arround town that you can go to to have extra support.. etc. right now i feel like i'm going to pass out in my computer chair.. my meds are kicking my ass.. so i may end up naping for a bit.. i think scott/melinda/and i are going to look at a town home today. that should be interesting. then the season finale of "heroes" is going on at 9pm! i'm stoked.. and a little sad that it's the end of the season.

i'll talk with you soon, i'm quite sure of it love. xo i hope you are well mermaid! it makes me happy that you call me pheonix.. i definately feel like one.. rising above!

yet again, another tattoo option~ there's sooo much ink i want to get.. soo much.. plus legally changing my name.. that'll be nice.

i'll talk with you soon today.. sometime.. maybe after my nap. i woke up kind of sad.. but i'll talk about it later.. thought about writing an entry.. not sure if i will or not.. i'm having chocolate ice cream right now.. hehe *lovelove*

[v_murder]

sorry that you missed your appointment. but you are right, tomorrow is a new day and you can go then. sorry you are tired... a nap will surely help. get some rest and i'm sure you'll feel better.

what's the new tattoo idea? i'm curious! i know... i want to finish my back so bad but i just don't have the money right now. i also have to add to "justin" on my wrist, something like wings and a halo or something to signify that it's someone that died and not a boy friend of a child. oh yeah, and i want to get a mermaid tattoo and possibly an isis tattoo. we better start saving our money or win the lotto... one of the two. hehe...

ok we'll talk later. remember that i'm just sitting at home not really doing anything important if you want to hang out. writing an entry will be good i think... you always tell me to write.

i hope that the chocolate ice cream was good. later doll!
*love*

[kharmacreature]

sorry i really didn't talk with you today... i did nap.. then went to look at some townhomes with scott and melinda.. scott and melinda want to get a town home for scott and i to live in.. and then when they're ready to live together just the two of them.. have me rent the townhome from them.. or have other people move in and rent.. scott's looking at buying one so to say.

as for all of my tattoo ideas.. i'll have to draw little pictures to kind of show you what i'm interested in and why..

i still need to write an entry.. but i'm at that.. what to say place.. like i'm not really sure.. what to say.. but i know i should say something...

i should also take my meds and knock myself out early so that i can get up, shower and get ready for tomorrow's therapy session.. yay fun!

maybe we can catch up tomorrow? <3, kharma

hope you had a good day.

[v_murder]

the townhouse sounds like a cool idea. it'll give you sometime to get your finances together.

yeah... write something. i can't wait to read it.

tell me about therapy tomorrow... i'll expect a call from you tomorrow afternoon. if i don't hear from you after a while i just give you a call and we can get some coffee and talk or something. we've been needing some alone time to talk anyway. you know, just to catch up.

i had an ok day. just doing really nothing, again. tomorrow i am going on an interview. i'll be getting up early too. i hope your day was good too. talk to you tomorrow.

love you dove.

[kharmacreature]

i'm comming home and napping after therapy... but i'll talk with you once i get up. xo

[v_murder]

ok love. talk with you later. <3