A Fire Inside Burns My Chemical Romance
I Met My Love Before I Was Born
Quick update.
Watching Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air on tape.
Carlton amuses me.
And so does Jeffrey.
But anyway...
I need extensions in my hair. Like now. Aud and Lauren need to come to Chicago and do my hair. Because it sucks. Unfortunately, TLJ shoot cancelled until further notice. Illnesses just get worse and worse. Family just gets worse and worse, and eventually you feel like no one cares about you anymore.
I See You Lying Next To Me, With Words I Thought I'd Never Speak.
I'm tired of it all.
I don't sleep enough.
I barely sleep at all.
Demons keep me awake all night long.
Snow photoshoot hopefully coming up soon.
Just need the goddamn snow.
-_-
Big change in my hair coming up...
Going back blonde.
Then pink.
Can You Say My Eyes Are shining Bright?
Also getting more tat's.
Getting my respective name tattooed inside of my lip.
Weotch
I think my body is breaking down.
It feels like someone's reaching their hand down my throat, and ripping all of my insides out.
A life that's so demanding, I get weak. A love that's so demanding, I can't speak...
Gerard and the guys are coming in for Christmas.
Fucking A.
It'll be a Holly Jolly fucking Christmas.
Especially since I hate the Holiday's.
Now, I need sleep.
So quick list of things that need to be done/have been done:
Bleach my hair
Dye my hair
Re-cut my hair
Finish Sewing Tu-Tu
Pierce The Other Side Of My Lip
Get My Nails Re-done
Go To The Doctor
Get Well
Sleep
Actually Get Happy Again
16th Birthday Coming Up In March...
HIM is performing.
It's gonna be insane.
Khaos.♥
