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The first time I've ever received a request by popular demand- I'm flattered, on some levels.
I've been introspective as of late. I know it's more then the alcohol and the cloves. It's something more. A dramatic change that I'm not quite aware of; An unexpected force from an unforeseen quarter. A semi-vocalized desire calling me to be much more then I am; exactly what that is, however, is up for debate.
Sometimes it feels like being human is just out of reach, other times it feels as if I'd rather not assume that identity at all; When, exactly, did I get that choice?
I've been introspective as of late. I know it's more then the alcohol and the cloves. It's something more. A dramatic change that I'm not quite aware of; An unexpected force from an unforeseen quarter. A semi-vocalized desire calling me to be much more then I am; exactly what that is, however, is up for debate.
Sometimes it feels like being human is just out of reach, other times it feels as if I'd rather not assume that identity at all; When, exactly, did I get that choice?