Bitter Comfort.
Im so excited for tomorrow night! andy's 18th birthday and i can't wait to hang out.
The wedding was completly, and utterly different than i expected it to be. It was okay... it was just strange. The thought i had going into it was that I would make friends with sam's friends. and, i sort of did? but im pretty sure that im still just sam's girlfriend.which is fine i guess. blehk. it was just a little disappointing, thats all. And mabye im just jealous of not having what i used to have, that "core" group of people. But I feel like im supposed to have it... maybe having that acceptance is just bitter comfort.zazz. i don't know what to think.
since montana is too expensive, we were thinking about just going up north. but now its possible talk of florida? could be fun... beach, sun, warmth, house to ourselves, rich neighbors with a pool and hot tub? The idea is growing on me...
12 more days... eep!
zazz.
The wedding was completly, and utterly different than i expected it to be. It was okay... it was just strange. The thought i had going into it was that I would make friends with sam's friends. and, i sort of did? but im pretty sure that im still just sam's girlfriend.which is fine i guess. blehk. it was just a little disappointing, thats all. And mabye im just jealous of not having what i used to have, that "core" group of people. But I feel like im supposed to have it... maybe having that acceptance is just bitter comfort.zazz. i don't know what to think.
since montana is too expensive, we were thinking about just going up north. but now its possible talk of florida? could be fun... beach, sun, warmth, house to ourselves, rich neighbors with a pool and hot tub? The idea is growing on me...
12 more days... eep!
zazz.