Confusion is nothing new...
life is confusing. I'm not sure what to think... I feel happy. I really do. But theres something inside of me, thats just... off lately. I was talking to my room mate last night, and we both realized that neither of us has cried since school started. And thats a really really long time for me to NOT cry. (for em too evidently)And we both decided that we really needed to just cry. But I haven't. and its the type of feeling that even the slightest thing can break me, at any moment. and that makes me feel even more uneasy.Ive been really emotinal on the inside about everything lately. I suppose its about time for a mental break down in katies life again... i just wish it would come and go. Then I could just move on...
anywhoo:
Holidays anyone?
thanksgiving: meh.
Christmas?!?! I absolutly CAN NOT wait for!!!! The whole fam is going to be together. :-) I am really really excited for Christmas! I'm actually listening to Christmas music right now. E-gad! Who thinks about the holidays this soon?? im so cool.
I just don't understand how to function right, or communicate my thoughts/feelings in the right way anymore. and evidently, at this point in my life, thats okay...???
anywhoo:
Holidays anyone?
thanksgiving: meh.
Christmas?!?! I absolutly CAN NOT wait for!!!! The whole fam is going to be together. :-) I am really really excited for Christmas! I'm actually listening to Christmas music right now. E-gad! Who thinks about the holidays this soon?? im so cool.
I just don't understand how to function right, or communicate my thoughts/feelings in the right way anymore. and evidently, at this point in my life, thats okay...???