Whatever....
Warning: The majority of this post will be about why my life sucks so if you're not in the mood for my complaints stop reading!!!
Yeah so once again i'm updating when i'm supposed to be finishing my homework. Whatever i'm over it. I'm screwing up in almost all of my classes so why not just make it worse? Nah, i'll end up doing it but still. I seriously think I failed, like under a C failed, my French test on Monday. I also think I screwed up the Sexam last Thursday. I'm gradually bringing up my Drugs grade by acing my quizzes but I have another one of those today that i'm supposed to be studying for. Whoops. I'm way behind in Mythology but I can't bring myself to go to that class. The tests are real easy but I have no idea what's going to be on the one on Monday. I should catch myself up this weekend but I doubt i'll actually do it. Police is going great but i've been missing class lately so i'll probably screw up the test that I have next Wednesday. The ironic thing is that my easiest class is my Honors seminar. Granted, I have to write a 10 page paper for it by the end of the semester but right now I really enjoy it.
I am really really screwing up this semester and it is the worst possible time. I have to apply for law school in the fall, and I really want my GPA to still be at least a 3.90. I understand that I piss some people off because I think a B is failing, but to me it is. No one understands that i'm trying to get into a top 10 law school. A law school that's rated above Princeton, Columbia and Yale. I realize that I have a snowball's chance in hell of getting in, but it's what I want to do and getting B's on exams in Human Sexuality just won't cut it. It's not that I think i'm better than anyone or that what I want to do is better than what anyone else wants to do, its just the field and school that I want to get into is highly competitive!!!
Also I have to take the LSAT in 3 months. That test will decide the rest of my life, which really sucks. I'm not ready for it.
Also, I have to take my Psych Stats class during the summer at Wayne. That means that i'll be here 3 days a week from May 8th till August 3rd. That's just sick. I'm also taking Econ and History but that's my own form of torture for myself. But when this summer's over, i'll have 8 classes left. I will definitely be able to graduate next May. That is so awesome. I just have to make myself do it.
Oh I also don't know if i'm going to live down here over the summer cause I could just drive down here 3 times a week, but I kinda don't want to live at home. I couldn't work cause I have too many classes but I think I would want to just to keep from being bored. Also, if I lived in Port Huron I would never see my boyfriend. Not that that should make my decision, but it's definitely a factor. I also kinda want to live by myself for a while. I think it'd be relaxing.... or lonely. But i'm pretty lonely already.
Also, I don't even know where i'm going to live next year. After what happened this week i'm pretty sure i'm not going to be living where I thought I was. I might live with Emily but she's not entirely sure she's going to be able to. I could just schedule my classes for 2 days a week and drive, but then i'll still have the issues listed above. Another option that i'm seriously considering is living with my sisters. We're supposed to be renting a house. They've been talking about it for a while and since I already had plans it didn't really matter to me. But now it does....
I'm really glad I went to my meeting last night. I haven't been there in like 2 weeks and I realized last night that I actually missed my sisters. I have made some friends there. They still want me to do too much stuff though!!! It's not even that, I just don't have as much time as i'd like due to all of the other stuff going on.
I'm not even going to go into the other thing that's bothering me. I don't have the time or the energy. All that matters is that my feelings were really really hurt.
On the plus side, while every other aspect of my life has been sucking, things between me and the boyfriend are actually really good. I'm real happy about that.
Damn this thing's a freaking novel! Alright back to the French and Drugs..... Maybe some French Drugs?
Yeah so once again i'm updating when i'm supposed to be finishing my homework. Whatever i'm over it. I'm screwing up in almost all of my classes so why not just make it worse? Nah, i'll end up doing it but still. I seriously think I failed, like under a C failed, my French test on Monday. I also think I screwed up the Sexam last Thursday. I'm gradually bringing up my Drugs grade by acing my quizzes but I have another one of those today that i'm supposed to be studying for. Whoops. I'm way behind in Mythology but I can't bring myself to go to that class. The tests are real easy but I have no idea what's going to be on the one on Monday. I should catch myself up this weekend but I doubt i'll actually do it. Police is going great but i've been missing class lately so i'll probably screw up the test that I have next Wednesday. The ironic thing is that my easiest class is my Honors seminar. Granted, I have to write a 10 page paper for it by the end of the semester but right now I really enjoy it.
I am really really screwing up this semester and it is the worst possible time. I have to apply for law school in the fall, and I really want my GPA to still be at least a 3.90. I understand that I piss some people off because I think a B is failing, but to me it is. No one understands that i'm trying to get into a top 10 law school. A law school that's rated above Princeton, Columbia and Yale. I realize that I have a snowball's chance in hell of getting in, but it's what I want to do and getting B's on exams in Human Sexuality just won't cut it. It's not that I think i'm better than anyone or that what I want to do is better than what anyone else wants to do, its just the field and school that I want to get into is highly competitive!!!
Also I have to take the LSAT in 3 months. That test will decide the rest of my life, which really sucks. I'm not ready for it.
Also, I have to take my Psych Stats class during the summer at Wayne. That means that i'll be here 3 days a week from May 8th till August 3rd. That's just sick. I'm also taking Econ and History but that's my own form of torture for myself. But when this summer's over, i'll have 8 classes left. I will definitely be able to graduate next May. That is so awesome. I just have to make myself do it.
Oh I also don't know if i'm going to live down here over the summer cause I could just drive down here 3 times a week, but I kinda don't want to live at home. I couldn't work cause I have too many classes but I think I would want to just to keep from being bored. Also, if I lived in Port Huron I would never see my boyfriend. Not that that should make my decision, but it's definitely a factor. I also kinda want to live by myself for a while. I think it'd be relaxing.... or lonely. But i'm pretty lonely already.
Also, I don't even know where i'm going to live next year. After what happened this week i'm pretty sure i'm not going to be living where I thought I was. I might live with Emily but she's not entirely sure she's going to be able to. I could just schedule my classes for 2 days a week and drive, but then i'll still have the issues listed above. Another option that i'm seriously considering is living with my sisters. We're supposed to be renting a house. They've been talking about it for a while and since I already had plans it didn't really matter to me. But now it does....
I'm really glad I went to my meeting last night. I haven't been there in like 2 weeks and I realized last night that I actually missed my sisters. I have made some friends there. They still want me to do too much stuff though!!! It's not even that, I just don't have as much time as i'd like due to all of the other stuff going on.
I'm not even going to go into the other thing that's bothering me. I don't have the time or the energy. All that matters is that my feelings were really really hurt.
On the plus side, while every other aspect of my life has been sucking, things between me and the boyfriend are actually really good. I'm real happy about that.
Damn this thing's a freaking novel! Alright back to the French and Drugs..... Maybe some French Drugs?