Back And Forth
Yesterday was Will's B-day. So me being who I am decided to what text him and say Happy 19th birthday. Well I never got a text back so I called him. He said he got it and said thank you. He sounded upset but I didn't ask him what was wrong despite the deep urge I had. I still care for him, I mean after all he was my first, my first love and bestfriend. I hate that we don't talk but I guess it can't be helped. Will says things that make me wish we had another chance, things that make me miss him, things that make me wanna see him. I'm in love with someone else.
I'm supposed to be goin back home sometime soon, if not in August. The first thing that came to mind was seeing my old friends but then like a sharp pain the thought of seeing Will came into my mind. I didn't push it away either! I've been thinking of calling him, maybe texting him. Life is strange. You think you've left somebody in the past but they pop back up. All of this because I got a email reminding me of his b-day.
Roman would hate all of this but he just doesn't understand. Will is someone I won't ever forget. I may not call him daily or weekly, maybe even monthly. On occasion he will cross my mind. I still have love for that boy!!!
I'm supposed to be goin back home sometime soon, if not in August. The first thing that came to mind was seeing my old friends but then like a sharp pain the thought of seeing Will came into my mind. I didn't push it away either! I've been thinking of calling him, maybe texting him. Life is strange. You think you've left somebody in the past but they pop back up. All of this because I got a email reminding me of his b-day.
Roman would hate all of this but he just doesn't understand. Will is someone I won't ever forget. I may not call him daily or weekly, maybe even monthly. On occasion he will cross my mind. I still have love for that boy!!!