Does this Mean I still Have Feelings for Him?
Guess who called out of the blue just to tell me he was bored and I guess to tell me to come see him. Apparently, I need to see him before I leave Michigan! And I told him I was goin to come over but to be honest I don't know if I was goin to or not. We talked for a minute and the more we talk, the more I realize that the past is the past. Not to mention, I was thinkin and he only calls when its good for him, when he needs somethin.See he didn't call when I need him, when I was sick, when I was carrying his child!! And I've had enough of selfishness this year to last me for two or three years. If it ain't one nigga its another one. But its whatever. Deep down I still care for him. I still want a friendship but I think, well am starting to believe that both of us have changed to much to have a friendship. Its more on his part than on mine that we can't have a friendship. How well, at least we had some good times and a great friendship one... I guess I just miss havin him here to listen to me and tell me everything was ok!! I hate tha fact that I don't know what happend, why he just turned on me...It life..right??
love always