Letter To My Little Person
It hasn't been that long since I lost you. July 25, 2005..........I think about u everyday. I love you and wanted you from the moment I knew you exsisted!! I will forever remember how I felt when I felt you slip away, the pain I felt in my stomach, the tears that flowed from my eyes.Mommy's sorry she wasn't strong enough to bring you into this world.I love you. I dreamt about you every night. All the things you would be. How much love u would recieve. How happy I'd make sure u were. I would have done anything for you, I'd do anything to have u back. I know things wouldn't have been easy but you were my world. I saw me holding you, kissing you night night, watchin you sleep, watchin you take your first steps, heard your first words. My baby boy or so I thought. Maybe a baby girl but loved none the less. I remember walking through the store looking at all the little outfits I thought you'd look cute in. I remember you wakin me up for ice cream, fried chicken, and pickles.....lol...you had a appetite, My litte star!!! Who knows what you would have been....a doctor, a teacher, a lawyer, an accountant.....too many possibilites! Which is why I could have never got an abortion. It was suggested to me but I couldn't. You were and always will be a part of me. Mommy loves you.So many names I thought of just for you. I imagine what u would have looked like.....Dark brown eyes just like mine, pretty medium maybe chocolate skin, hair like Daddy's, tall like Daddy and cute like me....lol!! Daddy loved u to even if he didn't know it and everything would of worked out. My little person, I'll never forget you. I love you baby.......