Once Again.....
Don't Take It Personal!!!
Last night after I wrote that entry, I must admit that I felt damn good, I didn't have any trouble falling asleep. So here's some more.......
One thing that's startin to piss me the fuck off more than I already am is when niggas keep askin me am I ready to be with them. I understand you maybe feelin me and that's cool but Damn, Can I have some room to fuckin breath!!! Secondly, I'm wonderin who the fuck they think they are tryin to check me about shit!!! I only know ONE nigga that can check me, besides my brothers!! Not to mention I realized they got me confused with some of these other females out here, Nigga you ain't about to talk to me any kinda way!! I AIN'T YO BITCH!! Get that shit right cause right about now you got the shit twisted!! Another thing...What they're not realizin is if they talkin to me cuase they think they bout to get in My Pants....LMAO..That Ain't happenin but I'll let them think whatever the fuck they want to!! But I see niggas are bout to get dissmissed real quick. It ain't nothin to me. I've wasted enough of my time!!!
As I was thinkin today I realized somethin and that somethin was I've shed too many tears!! Spent to many nights cryin myself to sleep. Cried for the one I love more than I should have!!! See I thought about it real hard and like the saying goes there's no point in cryin over spilled milk. Yeah, your feelings are gonna get hurt and your heart might get broken but Damn, Just Don't Give A Fuck!!! Erase, Replace, New Face!!! LMAO......Sike, Who Am I kiddin wit my little sensitive ass!!! But fa real, I DON'T even cry over the one I love no more. Think about it, what good does it do!!! Just let it slide. When I'm upset about it, just hop in the car, turn the radio on full blast, pop in a cd!! And Scream FUCK IT!! Ride till I feel better. Don't let anybody be able to make u cry and if they can don't let em see that shit. Keep yo emotions to yo self!! Don't let em see u down!! NEVER LET EM SEE YOU STRESSIN!!
Somethin else people don't seem to realize, I'm not the easiest person to get along wit. I can be difficult. Its true if you didn't know. What you didn't know is that if u catch me at the wrong moment I may just go off on you and if u can't deal with that its best if u just leave me alone!!! Don't get me wrong, I do apologize!! Sometimes I'm in my own world and just don't give a damn. Don't take it personal. I'm a little selfish at times.If I'm honest with myself...There's only one person that I would never go off on fa no reason and that's whoever I'm in love wit. Oh well!! Yeah, it may seem like I'm not a friend but the truth is....I'll always be there when it really matters, and I would do anything fa them!! I love em to death!! Anyway Now I'm sleepin.....
***Thing Three Is Still In Love Wit Yo Mean Ass If U Didn't Know...lol***