Back To Reality........
WOW, I really thought he would call like he said. Everytime the phone would ring I was hoping it was him. I thought maybe we would start to talk again like we used and it would be cool, ya know. Now I think its just a once in a while thing. I can't believe that I got caught up all over again. It kinda hurt my feelings that the call didn't happen. Crazy, hun. A phone call shouldn't be so damned serious!!! But it is to me, Please don't say you'll do something and don't. I mean after all I'll wait for u to, since every other day I missed the call. Its just that I love talkin to him or love him or both. Either way it goes I gotta take things one day at a time. I think my feelings were hurt because more and more I'm realizing that things have changed. Despite my wanting to be in denile, I'm dealin with that!! Even now little thoughts swim around this head of mine...