What The Fuck Is The Issue??
Well...well guess who got little or no sleep last night. Let's see I listened to all those messages he once left me over and over again..Yep I sure did and I cried my fuckin eyes out!! All night I cried like a little Bitch!!! Guess who tells me to cheer up this morning?? Yep you guessed correctly if you said Will!!! LMAO....Did he really go there with me?? And how am I?? What do you think if you broke my heart yesterday?? Or Maybe he didn't realize it?? Or maybe he woke up with some form of amnesia!!! Then when I said that he said I'm sorry and just forget about it!! How can I?? What the Fuck?? Now I'm aggravated because what do you expect from me..or how do you expect me to act when you broke my heart?? Well scratch that I LET you do it?? Like that Monica's song U Deserve.....You deserve all the heartache and the pain (Yes, you do)And girl, a man can only do what you let him And girl, it don’t do you no good to just sweat him...(That's only the part that has somethin to do with me!!)
Anyway...Shit I ain't all that mad at him but please don't come at me like that when I'm huting and tryin to figure out what I am supposed to do when the one I'm crazy in love with has no room for me in his life. No matter what he says...in a way it makes no sense for me to stick around!! I can't when I know all that will do is make me want to hold on!! So I asked what I am to him and he said I was his bestfriend...Funny how u treat your bestfriend..I can't do that...I can't be his friend!! If I could I don't know if I would want to!! This is fucked up and maybe I should do my classic act and say FUCK IT!! Yes maybe that's the solution just walk away..never look back..hhmmm I wonder!!!
Why the fuck did I have to fall in love?? I didn't ask for this shit!!! Wait yes I DID..Well damn it I'm never asking for a motherfucking thing again...I don't want a boyfriend...I don't want to love...I don't want to be loved.... Maybe that's the pain talkin!! Aahhhh!!! Well don't you just love life...Life's A Bitch!!!
Bestfriend no...I think I'm just the ex...who has a broken heart..who was in the way of another relationship....who got pushed out of the way.. So Fuck the way she feels...Who gives a damn about her crying!!! But don't worry she'll go quit as a mouse with no fight..Goodbye!!!