Greetings from NU.
Hey hey! Ihaven’t posted an entry in a while because new student week is way overscheduled. I my post makes it appear that I’ve become dislexic worry not! I just have very small keys on this eyboard and combined with my largeish fingers and bad digital dexterity Ifuck up typing more often.
Hmm since I don’t feel too great right now I guess instead of strictly organizing this I’ll go with the flow. So, on Saturday I left my home of 4 years, Arizona in order to go back up north. In Chicago the first night I stayed with my mom’s cousin or niece I forget. Her husband is an amazing cook. I had some fucking awesome fried pork and adobo and he made hi own mixed vinegar so it was pretty awesome.
The next day we got into a hotel and………..uhhhh I’ll skip to today 3 days later. I feel really weird about my parents. I feel neither here nor there about them and feel guilty about being numb and whatever.
Hmmmm uh things have been far too busy to get anything done because of the ton of shit to do this week. My roommate is nice but boring. Apparently I have a hard time befriending guys because I have no interest in most non-combat sports.I was very very surprised to find that my freshman seminar; “the Asian American experience” are almost all asian. There is one white girl and one joe (whatever the fuck he is). Oh! Correction two joes but….he’s Korean………THE MOST COMMON ENGLISH FIRST NAME WITH THE MOST COMON KOREAN LAST NAME!
The only people I met on facebook that I’ve actually met in real lifeare my roommate and the grop that wants to start an MMA club. I have yet to even see aliza. Ben Mizel and I are talking about hanging out.
I feel really bad. Apparently I’m really bad at making new friends. I can’t relate to guys because of no knowledge of sports and grls are intimidating especially since in the past couple days I’ve only been with the asian class thing and I feel weird with asian people because no one considers me white and no one considers me asian and apparently I’ve become a fucking spaz again. I seriosly wonder if i will ever achieve anythng or just do something pointless for a cople years and die or kill myself. FUUUUCK!I haven’t felt this bad since sci bowl and the post phillipines fallout.
The whole world is dark. I want sunshine.
(NOTE: This post was written at three distinct times)
Hmm since I don’t feel too great right now I guess instead of strictly organizing this I’ll go with the flow. So, on Saturday I left my home of 4 years, Arizona in order to go back up north. In Chicago the first night I stayed with my mom’s cousin or niece I forget. Her husband is an amazing cook. I had some fucking awesome fried pork and adobo and he made hi own mixed vinegar so it was pretty awesome.
The next day we got into a hotel and………..uhhhh I’ll skip to today 3 days later. I feel really weird about my parents. I feel neither here nor there about them and feel guilty about being numb and whatever.
Hmmmm uh things have been far too busy to get anything done because of the ton of shit to do this week. My roommate is nice but boring. Apparently I have a hard time befriending guys because I have no interest in most non-combat sports.I was very very surprised to find that my freshman seminar; “the Asian American experience” are almost all asian. There is one white girl and one joe (whatever the fuck he is). Oh! Correction two joes but….he’s Korean………THE MOST COMMON ENGLISH FIRST NAME WITH THE MOST COMON KOREAN LAST NAME!
The only people I met on facebook that I’ve actually met in real lifeare my roommate and the grop that wants to start an MMA club. I have yet to even see aliza. Ben Mizel and I are talking about hanging out.
I feel really bad. Apparently I’m really bad at making new friends. I can’t relate to guys because of no knowledge of sports and grls are intimidating especially since in the past couple days I’ve only been with the asian class thing and I feel weird with asian people because no one considers me white and no one considers me asian and apparently I’ve become a fucking spaz again. I seriosly wonder if i will ever achieve anythng or just do something pointless for a cople years and die or kill myself. FUUUUCK!I haven’t felt this bad since sci bowl and the post phillipines fallout.
The whole world is dark. I want sunshine.
(NOTE: This post was written at three distinct times)